well, Told her wat i did, Duno,got a feeling Dat our friendship will Be affected somehow... Duno wat am i waiting 4 In the past, 4 her to come tell me She love me? Or a oppotunity to Let me tell her I love her? I duno Bt guess its ended Those day hav ended? Nw she is a fren, And frenz Should hav trust,rite? So if frenz, If u all hav someting, U dun lyk bout me, Pls feel free to tag it In my tagboard, Bt please write Or tell me u tagged If u want to use Another name. Thks =) No one should bottle Their feeling or Hide their action Cus it will be known One day, So might as well I know it frm u? =)
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duno if i did the rite ting but thn its goin to be a new beginning for me no longer goin to give up on myself juz becus i was no able to be a gd partner. but i believe i can be a gd fren and now, no longer living in the old memories but thn now moving on to create more great memories not only for myself but also for all my frens... so the funny me is gonna be back the nxt time u see me i will be ready to start off wit a joke :)
haha back frm prom not long ago haha took alot of pic,but nt everyone la haha got to go search some of the other frens but let me juz tok bout of of the pic i took :) plus gd luck for wat ever u all do in the future!! all of u will be remebered always :) here are 4 of my frens guo wan,know him only last yr, cus can tok and communicate, as somehow, the mindset similar jiunn tat,same CCA shared 4yrs of experience together so dun nid to say, is one of the best fren i hav gerald goh,know him only this yr haha,this yr thn got tok, well,outside the cool exterior lies a crazy person :) chen jun!!!really know him this yr a real joker,haha,can get along quite well :) andy!!! haha,a sec 1 fren still remembered got to know him due to attendance taking haha,joker,flirt,haha but had a great time playing ard and joking haha,unforgettable andy putra haha,some of the guys frm 4 express well,spent...
"I Can Wait Forever" by simple plan You look so beautiful today When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away So i try to find the words that i could say I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever You look so beautiful today It's like every time I turn around I see your face The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can...
well,2day Went out wit Guo wan,alvis and cassandra Haha, To visit mr koh. Met thm at white sand, Thn we head to mr koh hse. Haha, got lost on the way Bt got there in the end. Tok bout sl and sch stuff, Thn turn into a karaoke session Bt nt long la, Haha. Thn went to east pt to eat Haha. Thn walk ard, To popular and pet safari. Thn they head to tampines And i head hme. Had a great day!haha Tmr goin joggin If cn wake up =p
well, now life has gotten abit complicated than b4. mayb cus of all ting happening so closely together, plus got to sort out myself, feel lyk now my mind is all tied up full of knots, all tangled up, so mixed up. well,feel dat the only way to dun tink bout all these is to keep myself busy, mayb lyk go out, or working(soon,all its gonna take up all of now and dec :p) but fr now, juz keep mixing up and wasting my life... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- feeling guilty ,havin regrets or juz plain selfish? well,moving on without knowing....
argh,didn't thought After 'O', Life would be so boring, Haix, Bored,borin,boredness, Sian,sian-ing,siansation, Change the place Of my gundam 2day Heres a pic of a army: Haha,a hobby i guess Juz one more My current collection Would be complete Juz nid to wait 4 new modal To come out,haha. Didn't buy the transparent Version,tink nt worth :) Nw freakin bored! 'i dun want u to know U be good to me, I'll be so gd to u...' Good to you,by Marianas Trench feat. Kate Voegele
haha Blogging! Well,went out wit Shaun and jason, To get my prom attire. Was suppose to scouting, Bt thn, Found the rite attire, Bought it in the end =p Haha, Nt tellin wats it lyk, Or it will nt hav the Element of surprize! Haha Somehow My heart... Feel someting is missing Anw lookin 4 ppl to go To prom wit, Anyting will do, Go in grp Or juz 2 person All will do cus... I'm a easygoing person =)
haha, Suddenly hav the mood To blog. Haha. Actually, Its juz my habit acting up... Suddenly miss her voice, Miss the way she call me, Callin my full chinese name, Juz to get my attention... Bt nt goin back, I know, I'm gonna miss it, Bt rather thn goin apart, Thn coming back, I rather ting stay tis way. The process hurt her more Than it hurt me, So it gotta stop. Actually,i once said, She's the colour of my life, And she really is, She drag me Out of my own world, Bck to tis world, And filled it wit all the Nicest and best memories. So nw,rather thn say Dat i lost her, I would say, She had coloured my life, And nw, Its her job to colour Another person's life, So i wish her all the best =) And thks alot!
well tmr is the last paper thn its finish 'O' lvl will end finally!!! haha well, in the end it did not work out wit her. i duno, whn i'm wit her, i juz feel lyk a fren, but whn i'm no longer wit her, its lyk i still love her. bt thn, now i found out, its juz dat, i been so used to having her ard me, it became a habit. however, the feeling is no longer there. mayb this is the wat u call a relationship? no longer love,but juz responsibility? but thn,know she will be a gret fren :) well,cus of this logic of mine. i told shaun tis logic once. it goes lyk this: whn a person meet a person, and can communicate, they become acquaintance. whn they hav tings in common, they will move on to become frenz. if they can share personal stuff, they bcome close fren. from there(for me), if can really link in term of tinking,interest and some stuff, for guys,we will be buddies, for gals,i will love her. however,if u are able to get to 1 stage thn not enough to get to another it means u ar...
haha really long time, nvr post alrdy. if not for yu fei's tag, guess today might not post also. haha nt following the usual format for 2day :) well,i'm a person who hav alot of -ve thoughts haha and i found out during some parts of a relationship i hav a lot of thm haha well,2day i hav finally find out how to handle them came up wit two way, one nid help frm the other party the other,juz yurself :) haha well,seems to be doing well :) haha time pass,people change but nw for me i can't chjange it myself but nid someone to guide me or someting to change my pt of view to direct me to the best path to change accorddingly hope dat person or incident will appear in my life haha to let me see my life in another way :) volunteer maybe? :)