well,
Told her wat i did,
Duno,got a feeling
Dat our friendship will
Be affected somehow...
Duno wat am i waiting 4
In the past,
4 her to come tell me
She love me?
Or a oppotunity to
Let me tell her
I love her?
I duno
Bt guess its ended
Those day hav ended?
Nw she is a fren,
And frenz
Should hav trust,rite?
So if frenz,
If u all hav someting,
U dun lyk bout me,
Pls feel free to tag it
In my tagboard,
Bt please write
Or tell me u tagged
If u want to use
Another name.
Thks =)
No one should bottle
Their feeling or
Hide their action
Cus it will be known
One day,
So might as well
I know it frm u? =)

duno if i did the rite ting
but thn
its goin to be
a new beginning for me
no longer goin to
give up on myself
juz becus
i was no able to be a gd partner.
but i believe
i can be a gd fren
and now,
no longer living
in the old memories
but thn now
moving on
to create more
great memories
not only for myself
but also
for all my frens...
so the funny me is gonna be back
the nxt time u see me
i will be ready
to start off wit a joke :)

yo everyone!!
haha
change the blog skin
quite lyk this one
juz dat the front
is a bit small
haha
well,tink finally put everyting down
so,
see the change in me!! :)

haha
woke up and duno wat to do,
haha
9.30 meeting darren
so using comp awhile :)
well,
ltr nid to go settle alot of tings
haha
hope everyting goes well!! :)

well,
Went to SP 2day
4 the NYAA award.
Due to some matter,
Our awards were sent to our sch.
Thn went to compass point 4 lunch wit my mei and frens.
Chatted 4 awhile,
Thn went hme.
Nw bored out!

haha
back frm prom not long ago
haha
took alot of pic,but nt everyone la
haha
got to go search some of the other frens
but let me juz tok bout of of the pic i took :)
plus gd luck for wat ever u all do in the future!!
all of u will be remebered always :)


here are 4 of my frens
guo wan,know him only last yr,
cus can tok and communicate,
as somehow,
the mindset similar
jiunn tat,same CCA
shared 4yrs of experience together
so dun nid to say,
is one of the best fren i hav
gerald goh,know him only this yr
haha,this yr thn got tok,
well,outside the cool exterior
lies a crazy person :)
chen jun!!!really know him this yr
a real joker,haha,can get along quite well :)

andy!!!
haha,a sec 1 fren
still remembered got to know him
due to attendance taking
haha,joker,flirt,haha
but had a great time
playing ard and joking
haha,unforgettable
andy putra










haha,some of the guys frm 4 express
well,spent time together
sort of make us more bond
tinking in other ppl shoes and everyting
haha
all starts frm here
well,nt forget all these







haha
a rare pic!!
gals frm 4A and 4B
well,didn't really know much of them
cus was low on confident :)
but then still got chat b4
and found dat
they should be quite gd fren :)






Francis and Darren
well,francis,i knew him
last yr in math lesson
haha,help each other out and everyting,haha
darren,childhood fren
same CCA plus primary sch
PLUS working at mac together
haha
so of course we are quite bonded la :)






Yu fei,a fren i know recently
haha,can count this yr
one of the most calm mind person
smart oso,haha
and is a great fren :)
Karwong,knew through Prefect
haha
do duties and joke ard
slowly became gd frens
and then till today
we still are :)



haha,
karwong and shaun
haha,
well,they are gd fre oso
shaed great times with time
and used consult them on my relationship
haha
well,those days are unforgettable :)






XINWEI AND JASMINE!!!
haha,same primary sch,CCA
haha,so know each other quite long le
haha
well,joke ard alot
haha
shared troubles and seek help
frm each other frm time to time
haha
so are lyk gd frens??
haha,think so :)



priscilla and dorothy
haha,best of frens
glad they went to the prom
haha
well,know dorothy frm young
haha,abit crazy crazy one,haha!
well,dun really tok to priscilla
but frm wat she do to help dorothy
frm time to time
can alrdy tell,
she is one of those really gd fren one could hav :)



wendy and lillian
haha
chat wit wendy recently
haha
a great person to hav a conversation wit!!haha
and also a really gd fren :)
lillian,dun really know her
but thn,
juz hav the feeling dat
if we were frens
she would be a great one :)



haha,frm left:
melvin,yang de,cheng han,darryl and yong quan
haha
my usual bunch of frens
cus can really hav fun
and be crazy whn ard them
feel very free
and great
haha





raphael and shaun
haha,
raphael is a childhood fren
haha
changed alot frm thn
but thn still a great fren to hav
haha
shaun,buddy le
haha
well,advisor and reminder to each other
haha
so we are multi-purpose frens?? :)


frm left:
sam,shu hao,wang leng,gerald heng and kennedy
haha,
sam,juz knew him last yr
transfer student frm australlia(i tink :) )
shu hao,primary sch fren plus same cca
wang leng,gerald heng an kennedy
haha
all know this yr
haha
same,but at the same time humourous
haha



my buddies!!!
haha,
my buddies since sec 3
haha,
andy and xin xing
haha
plus me
we are three lame but funny guys
ready to tickle yur funny bone :)





frm left:
yong quan,yee zheng,cheng hab and darryl
yong quan,knew him last yr
cus he sat in front of me at amath lesson
became frens this yr,cus he assit me in amath
haha
yee zheng,through prefect we knew each other
through prefect and student leader plus same thnking
we became great frenz :)
cheng han,crazy and funny guy
same CCA,haha,so of course gd fren
darryl,haha,juz became fren,no reason,haha!!

frm left:yong quan,darryl and harry
haha
yong quan and darryl say le
harry is cus he join NPCC
but not often come,but then
still same CCA
so became frens in the end
haha





raphael and yu fei
haha
two great frens
haha,
plus melvin
they are the gd fren trio
haha







macrina and cheng han!!
mac is my random fren
haha
cus she very random
but i am oso lyk dat
so can click
plus she gd fren wit siying
haha
so will hav conversation
thn slowly becam frenz!! :)




shaun and guo wan
haha
cool rite?
haha










me and guo wan
well,two amateur hilosopher
haha
we hav our own different tinking of life
thn others hav
so mayb dats y we click?
or is it dat our amath always last two place?
haha
mayb both?? :)





stylo milo
haha
a solo pic of him :)











singapore F4
haha,
frm left:
andy,yu fei shaun and me!!
haha,cus we went to the pines
in mac's dad car
so haha!!
so got the F4!!






shaun and timo
haha,a joker by nature
hav korean blood
haha
quite stylo oso
haha
shaun knew him through soccer







me and timo
haha
knew him through shaun
and got to know him better
at nite studies
:)








kennedy me and andy
haha
well
gd fren always hang ard
haha
so got to take a pic together!!









haha,
the 4 guys wearing suit
look nice together!!
haha









darren,chen jun and yong de
haha
4B guys
same class
so of course the
bond between
is very strong :)








haha,
shu hao,sam,wang leng gerald heng and kennedy
haha,
sat with them today
haha
joke and ate at the same time
haha







Ms farah!
our SS teacher
haha
with andy,gerald goh and shaun
haha
she is a liverpool fan
like xinxing!!!







haha,
gerald goh,shaun,andy,xinxing,jiunntat and karwong
haha
with some teacher
the one in the middle is of course,
4A form teacher Mr Low!!
the lady on his left is Ms tan
our Pe teacher
nxt to her is Mr Ong,for teacher of 4B




finally,last pic
me and her,
ashley lee xi ting.
well,we were together once
actually twice...
but thn can't seem to get along whn in relationship
thought it used to be a both party problem
but now tink bout it is actually juz mine :)
so mayb now juz fren
is better for her
but thn...feeling over a period of 2-3 yr
dun juz fade over a short period
so ya,i still lyk her
if not alot,still hav a bit

cus she,actually hav all wat i hav been looking for

cute face,nice personality nad everyting

but thn maybe its juz dat i'm still new to this love ting

so i'm nt able to be the best person for her

mayb nxt time,or mayb nvr.

but life has been gd to me alrdy,able to be wit her

its hav alrdy been the happiest period of my life

over 16 yrs

the rushing of my heart

juz by stand beside her

its a out this world feeling!!

all the tings i felt,

great memories,

she taught me how to be a better BF

and also a better person

so i will still love her

till i can forget bout her

and find someone,

dat can replace her in my heart....

"I Can Wait Forever" by simple plan

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

taken frm http://www.azlyrics.com/s.html
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CarolineSeventh Day Slumber
Where do I begin?
There's so much I want to say to make it easier
Tomorrow's on its way
Do you believe I want to take your painful memories?
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all away
I'm here tonight, to take away your pain
Yesterday is gone and
Everything that made you cry has fallen to the ground
I'm here to bring you home
I will always take you back
You haven't let me down
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all away
I'm here tonight, to take away your pain
And when you're feeling all alone and you can't go on
Remember I am here
And when you think you've gone too far
I'll meet you where you are
My arms are open wide
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all awayI'm here tonight, to take away your pain
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all awayI'm here tonight, to take away your pain
Caroline

taken frm www.sing365.com

well,2day
Went out wit
Guo wan,alvis and cassandra
Haha,
To visit mr koh.
Met thm at white sand,
Thn we head to mr koh hse.
Haha,
got lost on the way
Bt got there in the end.
Tok bout sl and sch stuff,
Thn turn into a karaoke session
Bt nt long la,
Haha.
Thn went to east pt to eat
Haha.
Thn walk ard,
To popular and pet safari.
Thn they head to tampines
And i head hme.
Had a great day!haha
Tmr goin joggin
If cn wake up =p

well,
now life has gotten
abit complicated than b4.
mayb cus of all ting happening
so closely together,
plus got to sort out myself,
feel lyk now my mind is all tied up
full of knots,
all tangled up,
so mixed up.
well,feel dat the only way
to dun tink bout all these
is to keep myself busy,
mayb lyk go out,
or working(soon,all its gonna take up all of
now and dec :p)
but fr now,
juz keep mixing up
and wasting my life...

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feeling guilty
,havin regrets
or juz plain selfish?
well,moving on without knowing....

argh,didn't thought
After 'O',
Life would be so boring,
Haix,
Bored,borin,boredness,
Sian,sian-ing,siansation,
Change the place
Of my gundam 2day
Heres a pic of a army:

Haha,a hobby i guess
Juz one more
My current collection
Would be complete
Juz nid to wait 4 new modal
To come out,haha.
Didn't buy the transparent
Version,tink nt worth :)
Nw freakin bored!

'i dun want u to know
U be good to me,
I'll be so gd to u...'
Good to you,by Marianas Trench feat. Kate Voegele

haha,
Finish relaxin after
A morning jog,
Haha,nw fully energized
4 the day!haha
Well,finally
Got myself to excerise
Haha,
bt stamina nt dat gd
Haha,
So only ran 2 round
Ard MJC dat area,
Haha,
2km should hav,haha.

haha
Blogging!
Well,went out wit
Shaun and jason,
To get my prom attire.
Was suppose to scouting,
Bt thn,
Found the rite attire,
Bought it in the end =p
Haha,
Nt tellin wats it lyk,
Or it will nt hav the
Element of surprize!
Haha
Somehow
My heart...
Feel someting is missing
Anw lookin 4 ppl to go
To prom wit,
Anyting will do,
Go in grp
Or juz 2 person
All will do cus...
I'm a easygoing person =)

haha,
Suddenly hav the mood
To blog.
Haha.
Actually,
Its juz my habit acting up...
Suddenly miss her voice,
Miss the way she call me,
Callin my full chinese name,
Juz to get my attention...
Bt nt goin back,
I know,
I'm gonna miss it,
Bt rather thn goin apart,
Thn coming back,
I rather ting stay tis way.
The process hurt her more
Than it hurt me,
So it gotta stop.
Actually,i once said,
She's the colour of my life,
And she really is,
She drag me
Out of my own world,
Bck to tis world,
And filled it wit all the
Nicest and best memories.
So nw,rather thn say
Dat i lost her,
I would say,
She had coloured my life,
And nw,
Its her job to colour
Another person's life,
So i wish her all the best =)
And thks alot!

well
tmr is the last paper
thn its finish
'O' lvl will end finally!!!
haha
well,
in the end
it did not work out wit her.
i duno,
whn i'm wit her,
i juz feel lyk a fren,
but whn i'm no longer wit her,
its lyk i still love her.
bt thn,
now i found out,
its juz dat,
i been so used to having her ard me,
it became a habit.
however,
the feeling is no longer there.
mayb this is the wat u call a relationship?
no longer love,but juz responsibility?
but thn,know she will be a gret fren :)
well,cus of this logic of mine.
i told shaun tis logic once.
it goes lyk this:
whn a person meet a person,
and can communicate,
they become acquaintance.
whn they hav tings in common,
they will move on to become frenz.
if they can share personal stuff,
they bcome close fren.
from there(for me),
if can really link in term of
tinking,interest and some stuff,
for guys,we will be buddies,
for gals,i will love her.
however,if u are able to get to 1 stage
thn not enough to get to another
it means u are at the best of the last,
for example
if i love u,
but it turns out,
we can't connect in different ways,
u are not my kind of gf,
but it means u will be my best close fren :)
haha
complicated rite?
haha
slowly la... :)
btw,new skin
dun get mad juz using it :)

haha
really long time,
nvr post alrdy.
if not for yu fei's tag,
guess today might not post also.
haha
nt following the usual format for 2day :)
well,i'm a person who hav alot of -ve thoughts
haha
and i found out
during some parts of a
relationship
i hav a lot of thm
haha
well,2day
i hav finally find out how to handle them
came up wit two way,
one nid help frm the other party
the other,juz yurself :)
haha
well,seems to be doing well :)
haha
time pass,people change
but nw for me
i can't chjange it myself
but nid someone to guide me
or someting to change my pt of view
to direct me to the best path to change accorddingly
hope dat person or incident will appear in my life
haha
to let me see my life in another way :)
volunteer maybe? :)