long time since i posted,sinaz,cus home internet got a little problem,so u se friend's comp to write this.sianz,yesterday someting great happen to me,it cause me to lyk felt happy all day,but then not long ago something happen to me regadin the same person happen which cause my happy lvl to drop down,now feelin damn sad,sian whole day ruin le...

well,i finally confess to her my feeling,feel cold now,scare,as it was my first doin it.but still i dun know how she feel or will answer me,mayb this is a teenager life..sian.haiz,mayb this will not work out sian...but juz to let her know i hope if she need someone shoulder,i hope she tink of my first...

2day is lyk another day,a happy day.haha,duno wat to write cus lyk nvr saw her 2day.well wantin to change blog song but can't cus duno hav on imeem.sianz...i shall end here 2 day

well,2day i found out alot of ting bout my friends,well of course i can't say.but i still i must say someting,i didn't know my friend was so darin.well,i found out one thing 1 thing bout myself,i hav unknowingly gave the gal i lyk a clue,FOR A VERY LONG TIME!!!well,so now i think she must hav notice it,well,i shall go on givin her the clue,but now as i see her,the more i want to tell her i lyk her,but duno y juz can't...reason:unknown

well,one bad ting has happen to me durin few days,then battery of my hp is spolit!!so i can't use my hp,sian...well i now usin my first hp a nokia 3120.no camera,no bluetooth,no infrared,not even a radio!!so of course no mp3,sianz.but ok la,this small bad thing is ok de,cus evn i feel down,every moring i see her,i will be happy again.she is lyk the streetlight in my life,a dark street,guidin me...from my unhappyness

well life has been happy for me currently,mayb cus i hav learn to look at the bright side of life more often,and mayb cus i get to see her everyday...happy as can be...and rite,jansen dun get 2 jealous,cus i a little over my heel over dat gal,but after she become my gf,i promise i won't forget bout my friends

today,i got to saw her again.happy everytime i saw her,even if only can see her back view,it already brighten my day.well,i can't say she is the sun in my life,mayb the star in the night,shinin my way.duno if she reads my post,but even if she read it,i duno if she knows i write about her.well,anyway,i won't want to affect our friendship,so i would rather be the cloud beside her,not coverin her brightness,but also able to be beside her,bein able to see her shine,is already gd enough for me...btw i am the overall ic for leadership investise(duno spell correct)

well today is the last day b4 the holiday ends,it has its gd and bad point.as the holiday ends,homework will start to FLOOD in again,but also i will get to see her.well actually i was thinkin of confessin to her 2day,but after thinkin for a while,i decide not 2.for wat reason i duno,mayb as i duno hav the courage...hope one day i would be able to tell her that i lyk her...someday...

holiday is almost over,so sianz,so fast holiday bout to end,still got qwork haven do...sianz...and also i haven got got the chance to tok to her...saded,everyday is blue to me..so sian no mood to go on..

today is the end of the AEM,well dat mean my chance of able to be see her lower,well its alrite wit me.as being able to see her happy is enough.well 2day i had talk to her,well bein able to talk to her,it was happy.well,mayb some of my friends may worry their 'places' in my life may change,dun worry,as it won't happen,as friends and galfriend is different.2day was another happy day...hope tmr will be the same...

nowaday i am veri happy,as i get to see her even in the holidays.happy...happy!!!i tink now even if i sleep i will smile.well,many ppl ask me,who is dat gal,i can only saw she is someone who turn my dull and colourless life into a colour ful life,her simle,laughter everyting attract me,hehe

my life is getin from bad to worst,now my comp juz can't find song on imeem,so i can't change song.it gettin up my nerves,i bout to blow,it sucks!!!to make this worst the gal dati lyk may be know i lyk her,and to me its affectin our friendship,if i knew this is going to happen i will not sent ther the msg bout some matter,sain life...

today i went to jansen's hse,there was also shu hao,matthew,xinwei,jasmine.i hav to say,i hav a ball of a time at his hse,i played x-box,psp for a few hrs straight,so shiok.well i mainly play psp,as there was lyk 4 psp there,all hav the game 'Dj max'so we play network and 2 player will 'battle' on the same song.well there was 3 player i can't beat,they are xinwei,jansen,matthew.but still quite fun playin.well other than dat alot of things happen,well things lyk i think dat the gal i know know dat i lyk her,well if she knows,i really hope it dun affect the friendship between us.well sice i can't change anything,all i can hope is all will turn out well...hope so...btw matthew watch out,one day i'm goin to hav my revenage

life has been alright for me.everything has been goin well.now i am attendin to a course call AEM,it is where poly teacher come and teach us,and i got the course of marketin.enough of dat,well 2day i saw her,well actually i see her everyday.btw i 2day saw here wit a guy i know,then i suddenly hav the urge to go there and shout at his face,GET LOST!!!but i know him so i didt'n do it.well mayb u who is readin is tinkin of one gal,well i can tell u she is not the one...well wonderin when i will hav the courage to tell her i lyk her...

as usual,it been a long time after my last post,well,i hav been alot more light hearted since the last time,and also i found out day i hate monday,cus its lyk the time i need to hand up my work,but well since work will need to hand up one day.btw its a day b4 my mayb confesstion..so long...