its been awhile...
the last post i wrote was lyk 2 wks ago?
haha,well time really pass fast for 2010 arh?
some things in life has happen,
got selected to be in HMS society exco,
well,a dream come true?or a nightmare in disguise?
oh well,i chose this path,so...
i will juz hav to walk down it,
and enjoy every bit of it thn :D
just came back aikido camp today,
it made me feel that,with friends...
i'm really...blessed.
doing things together,
even if its random,even if its funny,even if it means losing face,
its worth it :)
saw a friend's blog post today,
well,a girlfriend,
haha!its also a thought in my mind currently...
to me,relationship=commitment,
tried to get more other commitments...
...to forget the one i failed to do well in
well,so now here i am,
with all the other commitments,
and wishing i have one more...
oh my god,guess i have to clone myself alrdy...

well,another time i gonna post,
well,any phrase of life i'm going throu
well,its new challenges in life again...
friendship,its something i had alrdy lost faith in,
cus its impossible to actually make friend with everyone
and being nice,its hard,
cus u try to find things and time to help friends,
but they dun really help u,so?
end up u lose friends,
so?should i go on to help them,
haix,try to be more friendly in poly
but it turns out,having a few gd friends suit me better,
but now they are in different poly,
wat should i do?
leave the ppl who are making me lose friends?
wat should i do?