well,its been a long time
18 and still living my life...
but then tonite,
something happened
well,i told her how i felt again...
its ard two years since we ended it
thou the first of the two years was still in the grey area,
but the second yr,i was forgetting how it felt...
bt who knew,V.day virus was getting to me,
and it bugged me for ard 3 wks,
so i decided,to let her know how i felt
she was wanting any changes,
yup,it was a no.
but guess,i was more or less expecting it...
took it like an 18 year old.
if it is me whn i was 16?
guess i would had cried,haha.
but thn,guess mayb i was expecting an no?
i duno,but one thing is for sure
it has already been two years,
its time i let this go.
if not i will forever be stuck here.
but there is one gd news,
she thinks i was playing ard with her wit my confession,
so mayb its an happy ending after all?
i duno,guess its left to life to decide?
so now,mentally single alrdy :)
yup,duno i'm ready anot
bt yeah,at least thats one step taken :)