it been a long time since the last post,well,2day i went wit my mum to hav my IC made,but it will be some time b4 i can collect it.duno who made sat and sun the only days that we no need to go to sch,so sian,then hav more work then free time,anyway the CNY is comin,so fast,and 2day is already the 29th of jan..so fast,duno when i will write my nxt post...

so fast,we sec 3 will be doin our live shoot nxt fri,hope i get all in and ZERO out,this fri we will be takin the sec 2 for the normal trainin,duno how we will fair...hope it will go well...

i now start to adjust to sec 3 life,so it was juz the new workload dat made me so pissed off bout everyting,2day juz tried out the duty of a nco.IT IS TIRING!!!!but its a new experince for me,quite cool,but can do better,2day use alot of brain cell so i end here

i'm slowly fallin apart,losin interest in everything.havin this thought of juz letting everything go,then goin into a corner and juz froze myself up.its not dat i dun want to lyk happy,but its lyk everything is lyk goin against me,so nowaday,i most of the time is lyk juz dun hav interest in most of the thing.but life is still meaningful for me,so won't go do dumb thing.btw nowaday i most of the time is not in very gd mood,so i get piss off quite easily nowadays,and may say thing dat may hurt someone,so i wat i said hurt u then sry...

didn't want to write anyting yesterday cus huz return from sec 1 camp,so very tired.actually it was quite quite borin,or i juz miss the fun part.but i learn new things again,lyk wat ppl did or need to do or plan for the camp,even cca also need to plan and do things.lyk cus the campers light out at 12am,so i and my friends only can help out the npcc thing at 12,so we pitch the tent tent,but it was not gd,so got scolded,but most of the time got planin,then will hav scolding,so can say knew it was comin.so we did the tent adain but only manage to complete 1,but it was lyk 4 plus so ci call us to go get a rest,start to finish the tent at 6 and b4 dat one of the sir gave us the uniform we need to show at the booth on the cca open hse.so we went off,i,shu hao and darren went to take a bath then went to canteen,then matthew,jansen and jiuun tat went to take a bath.yi lin and cheng han was startin on the uniform,so we went to help.then the ci came out to call us to sleep.so i,juinn tat,jansen,shu hao slept at the canteen,cus dun think np rm got space,cheng han slept at the np rm,yi lin...i dunno if she even slept.juinn tat was the first to sleep,i and shu hao was bout to sleep,then jansen would speak,then we will wake up,it happen a few time then we fell asleep,but tehn ltr dat nite,i woke up cus it was too cold then manage to sleep 4 a few min.then we go on with tings lyk brushin our teeth and ting lyk dat then we went on to the tent,and then alot of ting happen but write also sian,so i end here.duno will hav event to write,btw the cca open hse fancy drill was great