didn't want to write anyting yesterday cus huz return from sec 1 camp,so very tired.actually it was quite quite borin,or i juz miss the fun part.but i learn new things again,lyk wat ppl did or need to do or plan for the camp,even cca also need to plan and do things.lyk cus the campers light out at 12am,so i and my friends only can help out the npcc thing at 12,so we pitch the tent tent,but it was not gd,so got scolded,but most of the time got planin,then will hav scolding,so can say knew it was comin.so we did the tent adain but only manage to complete 1,but it was lyk 4 plus so ci call us to go get a rest,start to finish the tent at 6 and b4 dat one of the sir gave us the uniform we need to show at the booth on the cca open hse.so we went off,i,shu hao and darren went to take a bath then went to canteen,then matthew,jansen and jiuun tat went to take a bath.yi lin and cheng han was startin on the uniform,so we went to help.then the ci came out to call us to sleep.so i,juinn tat,jansen,shu hao slept at the canteen,cus dun think np rm got space,cheng han slept at the np rm,yi lin...i dunno if she even slept.juinn tat was the first to sleep,i and shu hao was bout to sleep,then jansen would speak,then we will wake up,it happen a few time then we fell asleep,but tehn ltr dat nite,i woke up cus it was too cold then manage to sleep 4 a few min.then we go on with tings lyk brushin our teeth and ting lyk dat then we went on to the tent,and then alot of ting happen but write also sian,so i end here.duno will hav event to write,btw the cca open hse fancy drill was great
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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