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haha,didn't post ytd,haha well,went to work ytd!! haha,long time nvr went le ytd went,its physically tired but mentally relieving :0 met alot of crew dat i haven seen in a long time life has been goin back to normal leadin wat i call a 'me life' cus everyting... IS ABOUT ME!! haha,i live for myself i care those who care for me i laugh wit those who are in me(should be mine :0) life and thn no one get angry frm it so guess tis means its back to normal i guess u can nvr make everyone lyk u but u can make most of them love you :) so live life yur way stay in contact in a way or 2 nvr regard not tok as a sign of bein dislike but instead a special way dat person treat u cus he/her may only treat u dat way :) btw,GD LUCK FOR TMR CHINESE 'O' LVL!!!

it was quite correct bout single-->minded-cus sometime my mind juz can't tink out of the box serious-->whn i been appoint to do someting important. competitive-->of course,without competition,how can there be improvement conservative,traditional --> yup,correct again,haha egocentric-->sad to say ya,i care bout some of my image ruthless-->haha,mayb used to,but now weak liao,haha,but who know,it may still be in there :) there,these are pts which i tink are rite bout me haha :) but who i may portray others quality? :)

wanted to change blogskin 2day but then it turn out dat the skin i chosen out of the 2 i found to be ok turn out to be not my cup of tea so revert backto this blogskin haha,luckily i saved this skin in a notepad haha....sian arh...goin to work later then mon 'O' lvl haha,after finish it well then i can cut myself some slack for a while :) Btw,saw a skin which is about horoscope then got mine!! haha it is as below: Symbol: The Goat Ruling Planet: Saturn Element: Earth Cross/Quality: Cardinal Group: Theoretical House Ruled: Tenth Polarity: Negative Opposite Sign: Cancer Favorable Colors: Dark Green & Brown Lucky Gem: Onyx Key Body Part: Bones & Teeth Period: Dec. 22 - Jan. 19 Basic Profile: Determined single-minded directed serious productive competitive ambitious patient industrious tenacious conservative strong planning a natural leader self-disciplined cool reserved dignified authoritative organized goal-oriented workaholic responsible relentless traditional goal-orien...

Got back my report book,haix,2 subject inproved while other dropped.hah,bt it will juz spur me to be more attentive in sch!haha,dun harp on wat u dun hav,bt focus on wat u hav,use it to spur u higher,nvr be discouraged by any result u hav.close friend,best friend,normal friend all treated differently,so i'm an unfair person =) bt thn,tis is me

haha,well,survivin rite now,argg,2day compo no idea lei hope it won't happen for 'O' lvl,haix 2day the passage for the paper 2 was about stress one of it was about relationship it wrote dat a person would find someone else to help share their burden but then if it reach into relationship then it may add on to the stress they hav as if one of them make the other angry tehy would still be back but for no reason it is juz sat they can't live without each other without each other it will be the the end of the world no matter how they also won't be happy i agree totally if there are no reason for 2 person to be togehter then y stay 2gether haha,anyway it juz dun comcern me hehe stress,its buildin up so i'm goin to repack my stuff and goin on this walk of life wit a lighter backpack :)

haha,2day,another day of chinese for me haha,can say 2day paper will not do very well,cus no idea well,i was kinda havin my brain in a lock state dun want to bout it juz remained locked however it was unlock today narrative finally got competiton le!!! haha,goin to do my best as there is a target lo!!! haha.... as life goes on but thn i still nid time to change my mindset...

well,the first ting i would wanna say 2day is sorry to everyone. tink cus i been stressin myself to get gd grade 4 MT so i been forcin myself to choing it so i haven been myself lately so sorry if i had used a bad attitude to tok to react to u slowly learnin to nt stress myself dat much mix feelin lately happy,sad,and some duno how to express but then it juz there lastly.... juz wanna say.... back to juz changing myself :)

life is lyk tis whn u screw up,haha,mayb its juz me,tis gal ting,juz can't bring myself to tok to most of the gals,cus its so hard to find friends dat are gal who are random and can take jokes dat is hard for most gals to take,haha.but thn dat is juz me,the me dat everyone know. friends is the best we can ever go,quess sortin tings out is the oldest yet best way to resolve tings :) haha,frenz forever,rock on!!! haha,went to meet si ying cheng han and shaun for chinese stuff 2day,haha,feel dat i really hav alot of tings to learn,so if anyone of you readin tis post nid help in chinese,feel free to ask me,cus i would also want to learn wat u are learnin 2 :) unlimited SMS,rock on!!

haha,went to the sch concert ytd,haha...quite fun haha got a rose frm alvis,haha,first time got rose frm anyone thn gerald goh,yee zheng,alvis,kam weng,yong quan and me went to watch movie haha,but the movie started at 11.30,so we went to the arcade to play at dat time i was still holdin on to to the rose thn in the end yee zheng and kam weng gave it to a staff there thn ltr we watch the movie and went home le haha,long time nvr write post bit duno lo

haha,2day got my exam paper,got 7 paper,fail 2,eng and amath.was quite unhappy at first,got over it ltr after awhile.haha,its a target i got to get =) bt thn i found out dat i hate one ting,and dat is gettin affected 2 long by examination result,wats the use,instead of wasting time on bein unhappy,y nt make it yur motivation to move forward.bt thn nt everyone cn do it,i still tink emo isn't the way to go,阻力变助助力(obstacle into motivation) my motto of exam

Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself. Harvey Fierstein i saw tis quote on the website darren introduce,haha.enlightenment?mayb,but i feel,its the theory of yur own dat make it really special,i'm sure everyone got a quote of their own,haha. haha,a fun ting to share wit everyone,ytd i sent alot of my friends a msg,to ask them: -what they will remember me about -name they want to call me -the word dat describes me -who they want to be in my life -what ppl will remember me for well,3 ting came out alot times we spent together,the jokes and lastly my pervert-ness haha,well,cnt be more well said glad at least there are gd ting ppl's mind about me,haha however,the one i was really happy bout was by tis someone,she wrote,my name,my feelings,and my face!! haha,at least i would be remember for gd stuff,haha. -name they would call me most of the time is cheng kiat,cheng and ck got one fren put...

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haha,long time nvr blog le.well,had a long slp juz nw.5hr man!haha,had a few dreams,long time nvr dream le haha.duno y,she was in one of them...haix,'O' lvl first ba,haha.well math paper,was ok,whn i cn't solve the question,it really drove me crazy,haha,duno how to do 3 question,in the end,finish all,bt only 2 got abit of confident,haha,nowaday livin my life wit a aim in life,haha,there is a quota 4 me everyday.haha.gtg,cus usin phone to blog,batt eat damn fast,haha.bb

i duno y i had become lyk tis i dun want to i hav a choice but yet every single time i will head for the wrong path wat should i do where should i go? guess its juz wit me it all lies wit me problems are nvr there for us we had to start someting after ripple effect thn it will happen i duno y but i wanna gain control over my ownself i dun wanna be me i wanna be a somebody

walkin down the path of life made me grew up made me see wat i did nt see in the past allow me to experience new tings get along wit people dat in a different way and till today... i'm glad to say i'm still walkin... and now,i'm goin to move on wit not only perseverance but also wit a smile :)

YAYA!!!finish my A-math 2day,of course nt by myself,wit the help of my tutor,yong quan,yee zheng and last but not least,botak,cheng han,hahaeven not botak must still call botak,haha life has been gd to me,so mayb its juz goin low for a monment,to recharge its energy,haha,realise 2day,i had beem lookin at the bad part of life,haha.i felt dat i hav lost some frenz,but thn 2day i found out dat,well,i oso made new frenz,haha and life,is juz goin to be better,put all the bad tings dat happen in the bottom of yur heart,make it yur energy,inspiration to change.my life was used to be coloured by,her,now the colour is gone,i thought that my life would juz be left wit black an white,bt,i found out,i hav forgotten bout the colours i used to hav in my life,and it is frm my frenz... so now,party to the beat of life,move to the groove of fate,dance accordin to how u want to!!haha ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- guess tis time,i really...

this is my 200th posted post,actually,i duno wat to say actually,my life is in a mess,bt i dun wanna do anyting bout it,cus i know,in the end it will do nth,no one will be there,i'm tired,tired of tis life.duno is it dat i hav depression,cus i dun feel happy now,nth is goin rite,nth is there for me to care for anymore,even if i cared,i would nid to be afraid of doin it the wrong way.i duno....i hav changed,changed to tis someone who i dun even know,but tis time,guess he is here to stay.... motionless,thoughtless,useless...

well,tis is my 199th posted post,haha well,found out dat i can't bein in a relationship whn there is big exam around cus i will tend to expect more care frm others haha,well oso duno la,haha well,at least we are together but only really together after 'O's haha,really want to say really appreciate that you are willing to wait for me supporting each other as we move on haha,hope we can do it so for now... 'O' level,watch out!! haha

the 198th post 没了你，你认为我会比较开心吗？ in life,there is alot of tings dat cannot be changed i dun lyk to be sad everyday i dun feel dat being sad will help me u feel dat i ignored u well,so do i sometimes,it juz takes one party to step forward sorry,but i lack the courage after failing for so many times instead of saying yurself why not say that u hate me well,cus i do i hate myself for not being able to giveu what i had promised i hate myself for not being able to give u what u should deserve i hate myself for makin u hate yurself i hate myself for calling u a wall studies has made me lose u so i juz wanna ask wait for me till after 'O's will you?

YAYA!!the 197th post of my blog,haha,well,went to visit my grandma wit my family 2day,my mum side grandma,haha.well,after all this prep for 'O' levels,there are sometings i feel are very important to abide if u want to do well, first,u can't be tired in lessons,cus u won't be able to take in as much info as possible,well,i duno how others do it,but tis is wat i did,i eat breakfast,enough to hold me till at least recess,thn sleep durin recess in class,well there is aircon,so after u put on yur jacket,u get a veri comfortable place to sleep!haha,thn after recess's period,u will fin dat u won't be dat tired,however the side effect is dat u may feel hungry,haha,but to me its worth it lo,haha second,try to finish yur work in sch,after sch,we got to stay back for remedial lesson,well,if u are tired,catch a short nap here and there,power nap,haha,lyk wat pamela said,haha,10 min would do the trick,haha,thn u will be able to chiong!!!haha.after u finish yur work in sch,w...