haha,didn't post ytd,haha
well,went to work ytd!!
haha,long time nvr went le
ytd went,its physically tired
but mentally relieving :0
met alot of crew dat i haven seen in a long time

life has been goin back to normal
leadin wat i call a 'me life'
cus everyting...
IS ABOUT ME!!
haha,i live for myself
i care those who care for me
i laugh wit those who are in me(should be mine :0) life
and thn no one get angry frm it
so guess tis means its back to normal i guess
u can nvr make everyone lyk u
but u can make most of them love you :)
so live life yur way
stay in contact
in a way or 2
nvr regard not tok as a sign
of bein dislike
but instead
a special way dat person treat u
cus he/her may only treat u dat way :)
btw,GD LUCK FOR TMR CHINESE 'O' LVL!!!

it was quite correct bout
single-->minded-cus sometime my mind juz can't tink out of the box
serious-->whn i been appoint to do someting important.
competitive-->of course,without competition,how can there be improvement
conservative,traditional --> yup,correct again,haha
egocentric-->sad to say ya,i care bout some of my image
ruthless-->haha,mayb used to,but now weak liao,haha,but who know,it may still be in there :)
there,these are pts which i tink are rite bout me haha :)
but who i may portray others quality? :)

wanted to change blogskin 2day
but then it turn out dat the skin
i chosen out of the 2 i found to be ok
turn out to be not my cup of tea
so revert backto this blogskin
haha,luckily i saved this skin in a notepad
haha....sian arh...goin to work later
then mon 'O' lvl
haha,after finish it well
then i can cut myself some slack
for a while :)

Btw,saw a skin which is about horoscope
then got mine!!
haha
it is as below:

Symbol: The Goat Ruling
Planet: Saturn
Element: Earth
Cross/Quality: Cardinal
Group: Theoretical
House Ruled: Tenth
Polarity: Negative
Opposite Sign: Cancer
Favorable Colors: Dark Green & Brown
Lucky Gem: Onyx
Key Body Part: Bones & Teeth
Period: Dec. 22 - Jan. 19
Basic Profile:
Determined
single-minded
directed
serious
productive
competitive
ambitious
patient
industrious
tenacious
conservative
strong
planning
a natural leader
self-disciplined
cool
reserved
dignified
authoritative
organized
goal-oriented
workaholic
responsible
relentless
traditional
goal-oriented but can be rigid
egocentric,
opportunistic
ruthless
thrifty
stingy
pessimistic
repressed

Got back my report book,haix,2 subject inproved while other dropped.hah,bt it will juz spur me to be more attentive in sch!haha,dun harp on wat u dun hav,bt focus on wat u hav,use it to spur u higher,nvr be discouraged by any result u hav.close friend,best friend,normal friend all treated differently,so i'm an unfair person =) bt thn,tis is me

haha,well,survivin rite now,argg,2day compo no idea lei
hope it won't happen for 'O' lvl,haix
2day the passage for the paper 2 was about stress
one of it was about relationship
it wrote dat a person would find someone else to help share their burden
but then if it reach into relationship
then it may add on to the stress they hav
as if one of them make the other angry
tehy would still be back
but for no reason
it is juz sat they can't live without each other
without each other
it will be the the end of the world
no matter how
they also won't be happy
i agree totally
if there are no reason for 2 person to be togehter
then y stay 2gether
haha,anyway it juz dun comcern me hehe
stress,its buildin up
so i'm goin to repack my stuff
and goin on this walk of life
wit a lighter backpack :)

haha,2day,another day of chinese for me
haha,can say 2day paper will not do very well,cus no idea
well,i was kinda havin my brain in a lock state
dun want to bout it juz remained locked
however it was unlock today
narrative finally got competiton le!!!
haha,goin to do my best as there is a target lo!!!
haha....


as life goes on
but thn
i still nid time
to change my mindset...

well,the first ting i would wanna say 2day is sorry to everyone.
tink cus i been stressin myself to get gd grade 4 MT
so i been forcin myself to choing it
so i haven been myself lately
so sorry if i had used a bad attitude to tok to react to u
slowly learnin to nt stress myself dat much
mix feelin lately
happy,sad,and some duno how to express
but then it juz there
lastly....
juz wanna say....
back to juz changing myself :)

life is lyk tis whn u screw up,haha,mayb its juz me,tis gal ting,juz can't bring myself to tok to most of the gals,cus its so hard to find friends dat are gal who are random and can take jokes dat is hard for most gals to take,haha.but thn dat is juz me,the me dat everyone know.

friends is the best we can ever go,quess sortin tings out is the oldest yet best way to resolve tings :) haha,frenz forever,rock on!!!

haha,went to meet si ying cheng han and shaun for chinese stuff 2day,haha,feel dat i really hav alot of tings to learn,so if anyone of you readin tis post nid help in chinese,feel free to ask me,cus i would also want to learn wat u are learnin 2 :) unlimited SMS,rock on!!

haha,went to the sch concert ytd,haha...quite fun haha
got a rose frm alvis,haha,first time got rose frm anyone
thn gerald goh,yee zheng,alvis,kam weng,yong quan and me went to watch movie
haha,but the movie started at 11.30,so we went to the arcade to play
at dat time i was still holdin on to to the rose
thn in the end yee zheng and kam weng gave it to a staff there
thn ltr we watch the movie and went home le
haha,long time nvr write post
bit duno lo

haha,2day got my exam paper,got 7 paper,fail 2,eng and amath.was quite unhappy at first,got over it ltr after awhile.haha,its a target i got to get =) bt thn i found out dat i hate one ting,and dat is gettin affected 2 long by examination result,wats the use,instead of wasting time on bein unhappy,y nt make it yur motivation to move forward.bt thn nt everyone cn do it,i still tink emo isn't the way to go,阻力变助助力(obstacle into motivation) my motto of exam

Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.
Harvey Fierstein

i saw tis quote on the website darren introduce,haha.enlightenment?mayb,but i feel,its the theory of yur own dat make it really special,i'm sure everyone got a quote of their own,haha.

haha,a fun ting to share wit everyone,ytd i sent alot of my friends a msg,to ask them:
-what they will remember me about
-name they want to call me
-the word dat describes me
-who they want to be in my life

-what ppl will remember me for
well,3 ting came out alot
times we spent together,the jokes and lastly my pervert-ness
haha,well,cnt be more well said
glad at least there are gd ting
ppl's mind about me,haha
however,the one i was really happy bout was
by tis someone,she wrote,my name,my feelings,and my face!!
haha,at least i would be remember
for gd stuff,haha.

-name they would call me
most of the time is cheng kiat,cheng and ck
got one fren put joker cheng
another put kit kiat
got oneput ng guai lan,haha
of course,got some nickname :)

-the word dat describes me
nerdy,i was quite happy to hear dat to be in fact
as its show,i am makin a change in my life,
i'm becoming lyk who i used to be,haha
another word was humorous,haha
,i thought i had lost it along my growing years

-who they want to be in my life
well,all are frenz and pal
excpet for one guy
scare the wits out of me
the first one he put was wife
thank god he was jokin man haha

lastly,i wanna say,sometime,u feel down or lonely
or lyk nid a friend
i hav unlimited sms :)
haha,but dun 2 late la
ltr my parents scold
hehe

无聊的生活 你还想过多久
斗志被埋没 别怪罪都是懒惰
汗要飙出火 成败就这一刻
要点燃热血 跟兄弟并肩战斗
我们只拼到底 不信失败有理
打下一个传奇 要你跟我一起
Hot shot 就打破规则
出手就知有没有
个中强手 那正是我
Hot shot 有胆称英雄
巅峰 不过是开头
谁是高手 跟我同伙


生命的节奏 就要冲出喉咙
现在倒数五秒钟
你跟我一起加油
天空的颜色 让别人看不透
就掀起潮流 要世界跟随我
我们只拼到底 不信失败有理
打下一个传奇 要你跟我一起
Hot shot 就打破规则
出手就知有没有
个中强手 那正是我
Hot shot 有胆称英雄
巅峰 不过是开头
谁是高手 跟我同伙
Yeah~Yeah~Yeah~
Yeah~Yeah~Yeah~
道理 就是我的座右铭
自己 超越每个自己
看清 朝着目标就大胆出手
Hot shot 就打破规则
出手就知有没有
个中强手 那正是我
Hot shot 有胆称英雄
巅峰 不过是开头
谁是高手 跟我同伙
Hot shot 就打破规则
出手就知有没有
个中强手 那正是我
Hot shot 有胆称英雄
巅峰 不过是开头
谁是高手 跟我同伙
Haho~haho~haho~

haha,long time nvr blog le.well,had a long slp juz nw.5hr man!haha,had a few dreams,long time nvr dream le haha.duno y,she was in one of them...haix,'O' lvl first ba,haha.well math paper,was ok,whn i cn't solve the question,it really drove me crazy,haha,duno how to do 3 question,in the end,finish all,bt only 2 got abit of confident,haha,nowaday livin my life wit a aim in life,haha,there is a quota 4 me everyday.haha.gtg,cus usin phone to blog,batt eat damn fast,haha.bb

i duno y
i had become lyk tis
i dun want to
i hav a choice
but yet
every single time
i will head for the wrong path
wat should i do
where should i go?
guess its juz wit me
it all lies wit me
problems are nvr there for us
we had to start someting
after ripple effect
thn it will happen
i duno y
but i wanna gain control
over my ownself
i dun wanna be me
i wanna be a
somebody

walkin down the path of life
made me grew up
made me see wat i did nt see in the past
allow me to experience new tings
get along wit people dat in a different way
and till today...
i'm glad to say
i'm still walkin...
and now,i'm goin to move on
wit not only perseverance
but also
wit a smile :)

YAYA!!!finish my A-math 2day,of course nt by myself,wit the help of my tutor,yong quan,yee zheng and last but not least,botak,cheng han,hahaeven not botak must still call botak,haha

life has been gd to me,so mayb its juz goin low for a monment,to recharge its energy,haha,realise 2day,i had beem lookin at the bad part of life,haha.i felt dat i hav lost some frenz,but thn 2day i found out dat,well,i oso made new frenz,haha

and life,is juz goin to be better,put all the bad tings dat happen in the bottom of yur heart,make it yur energy,inspiration to change.my life was used to be coloured by,her,now the colour is gone,i thought that my life would juz be left wit black an white,bt,i found out,i hav forgotten bout the colours i used to hav in my life,and it is frm my frenz...

so now,party to the beat of life,move to the groove of fate,dance accordin to how u want to!!haha

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guess tis time,i really hav to say sorry
可能我们是对的人，但在不对的时候相遇
wish you all the best the time to come
find a guy who can treat u
as u deserve it xD

this is my 200th posted post,actually,i duno wat to say actually,my life is in a mess,bt i dun wanna do anyting bout it,cus i know,in the end it will do nth,no one will be there,i'm tired,tired of tis life.duno is it dat i hav depression,cus i dun feel happy now,nth is goin rite,nth is there for me to care for anymore,even if i cared,i would nid to be afraid of doin it the wrong way.i duno....i hav changed,changed to tis someone who i dun even know,but tis time,guess he is here to stay....


motionless,thoughtless,useless...

well,tis is my 199th posted post,haha
well,found out dat i can't bein in a relationship
whn there is big exam around
cus i will tend to expect more care frm others
haha,well oso duno la,haha
well,at least we are together
but only really together after 'O's
haha,really want to say
really appreciate that you are willing to wait for me
supporting each other as we move on
haha,hope we can do it
so for now...



'O' level,watch out!!haha

the 198th post
没了你，你认为我会比较开心吗？
in life,there is alot of tings dat cannot be changed
i dun lyk to be sad everyday
i dun feel dat being sad will help me
u feel dat i ignored u
well,so do i
sometimes,it juz takes one party to step forward
sorry,but i lack the courage
after failing for so many times
instead of saying yurself
why not say that u hate me
well,cus i do
i hate myself for not being able to giveu what i had promised
i hate myself for not being able to give u what u should deserve
i hate myself for makin u hate yurself
i hate myself for calling u a wall
studies has made me lose u
so i juz wanna ask
wait for me
till after 'O's
will you?

YAYA!!the 197th post of my blog,haha,well,went to visit my grandma wit my family 2day,my mum side grandma,haha.well,after all this prep for 'O' levels,there are sometings i feel are very important to abide if u want to do well,

first,u can't be tired in lessons,cus u won't be able to take in as much info as possible,well,i duno how others do it,but tis is wat i did,i eat breakfast,enough to hold me till at least recess,thn sleep durin recess in class,well there is aircon,so after u put on yur jacket,u get a veri comfortable place to sleep!haha,thn after recess's period,u will fin dat u won't be dat tired,however the side effect is dat u may feel hungry,haha,but to me its worth it lo,haha

second,try to finish yur work in sch,after sch,we got to stay back for remedial lesson,well,if u are tired,catch a short nap here and there,power nap,haha,lyk wat pamela said,haha,10 min would do the trick,haha,thn u will be able to chiong!!!haha.after u finish yur work in sch,won't u be able to relax much more at home?or hav more time to revise yur work?haha,bt sometime,u juz to to relax a while and tok a bit,thn go bck to work,or u can relax and tok and play in sch,but u got to bring yur work back hme,haha.

third,SLEEP EARLY,haha,there are a lot of factor holdin us back frm studyin,and tiredness is one ting we can actually eliminate,thus sleep early,get more rest,naps and slps,haha,thats the only way to go.

lastly,take time out,dun juz go into books all the time,we are human,even robots nid to stop awhile,or they will blow up,haha,so humans nid rest too.study is important,but wats the use of study until u breakdown,thn can't go for 'O's,so relax sometime,whether u can go back to studies,depends on yur discipline.

haha,these are wat i do la,duno if it applies for everyone,dat,depends on u,everyone got their own tinkin,but dat,may nt be the best nor the worst,haha duno wat i writin,haha

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no one can totally understand anyone
is juz the mutual trust
and know each others tinkin
and adjustin a bit of oneself to suit the other


not replyin is nt yur fault,nt goin for rest whn u are tired,dats yur fault
chattin on the phone,ya,its the time we communicate
but nt replyin cus u are tired
is bad for yur health
and also,made me felt ignored
solid can be changed to liquid or even gas
bt for now,i tink,soild is better
studies come first...