the 198th post
没了你，你认为我会比较开心吗？
in life,there is alot of tings dat cannot be changed
i dun lyk to be sad everyday
i dun feel dat being sad will help me
u feel dat i ignored u
well,so do i
sometimes,it juz takes one party to step forward
sorry,but i lack the courage
after failing for so many times
instead of saying yurself
why not say that u hate me
well,cus i do
i hate myself for not being able to giveu what i had promised
i hate myself for not being able to give u what u should deserve
i hate myself for makin u hate yurself
i hate myself for calling u a wall
studies has made me lose u
so i juz wanna ask
wait for me
till after 'O's
will you?