postin frm my comp
writing this wit a heavy heart
cus now
mayb i'm finally able to put it down
told others dat i was over it
but the truth is
i haven got over it
haven want it to end
thought mayb
juz mayb it could go on
and become someting again
mayb i'm juz doin it wrong
mayb i should nt hav given myself the hope
or even the thought
thought mayb juz end my sec sch love life
wit juz one relationship
might be quite cool
well
tink it juz sucks
juz goin to do wat i want
and juz hav no more limit
after sayin all these
all the tings in my life is still the same
tmr
i'm juz goin to be lyk normal
livin my life...

haha
Bloggin frm my hp!
Haha
Well first day of sch
Only one word to describe
HOT!
Haha
No air-con
Everyone was hot lo
Luckly ltr it rained
So shiok lo
Went wit gerald goh and darren
To Punggol Mrt station to top up card
Thn funny ting happen
Haha
Thn help console a fren
Shall nt say 2 much
Cus after
I'm nt in position to say anyting bout tis matter
Haha.

posting frm my comp 2day
i duno
i'm feelin lousy 2day
mayb cus i shouted at my mum 2day
first time in my life i did it
well
cus i was kicked on the neck by my bro
bt cus i lift his leg up and he licked me
thn my mum said dun be angry cus i deserve it
but then i know
its juz dat can u still smile whn u got kicked in the neck?
i duno
tis made me feel
apart frm my studies
i duno wat i want
studies,thn further studies thn life
but other thn dat
wat i want?
i duno
guess i may stop bloggin
cus
it will be bored
without any goal in life

haha
Well,once again postin frm my hp
Haha
2day was at hme alone again
Use the comp for duno how long
Thn went down to west plaza 4 lunch
Had a vegetarian lunch 4 2day
Haha
Guess cheng han rub off his vegetarian aura on me
Haha
Bt guess its the only way i eat vegetable ba,haha
Thn went to get a giant slurpee
Haha,damn shiok
Thn went hme watch 娱乐百分百
Thn went to nap abit
Thn went to do work
Thn nw goin to bed le
Cus i juz finish shower

second post 4 the day
I feel,i juz wanna write tis
Cus nw
All i hav is frenz
So somewhat how
I cn speak more freely
Haha
Towards life
I found out that
I split everyting in to 2 section
Good and bad
Bad wise,i juz try nt to do them
Gd wise
There r 2 section
Like and dun-like
I go 4 tings i lyk
Bet dats everyone do
Tings i dun lyk
Oni do it if it benefits me alot
Haha,of coure ma
Bt i feel dat love
It dun fit in to any section
So 4 nw
There is no room 4 love in my life
Oni kinship,frenship,and admire
Haha,and i tink...
I cn survive wit juz these 4 nw
Love,haha
wait until got one gal
Whose mind is as messy as me appear
Thn see ba,haha

haha
Postin frm my hp
Haha
Ytd went to k-box
Wit...(drum roll)
gerald goh,kar wong,jiunn tat and darren
Haha
Had a great time
Cus of the joke,songs and tings we did
Haha
2day 4 me
Was great got another 2 figure
4 me to build
shall nt say wat kind
Nxt time thn post
The pic on my blog
Haha
Bt nt veri nice
Cus nvr paint
Oni use the sticker given
Thn went to visit grandma
Haha,still the funny her
Actually had a operation last tue
Bt didn't had it in the end
Life...full of sharp turn and surprizes

haha
another post today
juz got back frm the bbq
haha
had a gd time there
chatting wit frenz
eatin over there
chen jun ate ALOT of prawns
the shells can be piled up until a small hill lo
haha
thn had tok wit si ying,melvin and kar wong
si ying is lyk a guy de lo
talk oso same frequency de lo
haha
all guys stuff
guess dats y kar wong call her dirty gal
haha
thn jiunn tat is the fire-man
if he is there
the fire will not go out one
haha
then joey and siying were the chef 2day
haha
taking orders
bbq-ing everyting
andy was the chef for the other fire
haha
satay-man
haha (hope he don't see tis :] )
well,being wit fren is a really great ting
no matter wat event it is
hav fren cn liao
haha....

haha,tis is a quiz darren got me to do,haha,hope someting funny will happen

Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed.?
most likely the cheek

How do you feel when you woke up this morning.?
haha,felt like goin back to bed again

Who was the last person you took a photo with.?
hot gals??haha,cus too pai sei to ask ma,haha

Would you consider yourself to be spoilt.?
well,mayb to a certain extend

Would you ever donate blood?
OF COURSE!!its my dream to do it,but nowadays no time

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex.?
yup,i hav one :)

Do you want someone dead.?
dead arh...haha,not currently

What does your last text message say.?
a reply saying dat she oso want to extend the sch holiday

Who was the last person to text you.?
xinwei

What are you thinking of right now.?
haha,wat will happen to the BBQ ltr

What time did you go to sleep last night.?
2am :0

Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now.?
haha,should be handed down?

Is someone on your mind right now.?
actually,alot of ppl,cus juz been to class juz now,so everyone is still in my mind

10 people tagged to do this quiz (the rest of my fren wit blog,has been taken by darren,haha)
(01) Darren
(02) Marcus
(03) Jason
(04) Jansen
(05) Yong quan
(06) Kelvin(Seng Kang sec fren)
(07) Siying
(08) Marilyn
(09) Eileen
(10) Shirley

Who is 2 having a relationship with.?
nobody i guess,too serious le,haha

Is 3 a male or a female.?
Male.haha,if he is a female,i will get a shock of my life.

If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing.?
dun really tink so,haha,cus same gender :)

What is 1 studying about.?
hmm..bio mayb??haha

Is 4 single.?
for wat i know,ya,haha

Say something about 8.?
haha,same birthday as me,lively,a bit mad,haha.

What do you think about 3 and 6 being together.?
haha,tink will be awkard

Describe 9.
erm...hardworking but duno how to say no,a bit crazy,haha,thn duno liao

What'll you do if 5 and 7 fight.?
stop them rite away.

Do you like 1.?
like,no la,but buddy,yes,haha fren so long le,haha

Pick 8 random friends you feel comfortable around (including yourself for Number 4):{It's random.}
01. Darren
02. Yee zheng
03. Melvin
04. Cheng kiat
05. Yu fei
06. Kar wong
07. Yong Quan
08. Gerald Goh.
These 8 people you just picked are stuck in a house with you for a whole year.There is no leaving the house at all until the year is completely up.There are 4 rooms, who would be in each room.?
- Room1: Cheng Kiat & Yee Zheng
- Room2: Kar wong & yong Quan
- Room3: Gerald & Darren
- Room4: Melvin & Yu Fei

If there was someone singing in the morning who would it most likely be.?
YEE ZHENG!! Hahas.

If someone was considered the dad and the mum of the house, who would it be.?- Kevin & Zan
Kar wong and gerald ba,haha

If you wanted candy really badly and all 7 in the house had some, who would you take it from.?
haha,no-one,cus i know,they will share wit me :)

If two ppl were caught making out in a closet, who would it be.?
haha,dun wanna guess and tink bout it

If someone had to watch you brush your teeth every morning, who would it be.?
Yee zheng,cus he has to wait his turn

Two bags of chips were bought at the store, but 20 mins later, they are gone. Who ate it.?-
Melvin and Yu Fei mayb??haha

Who would hate being in the house the most.?
no one,haha,wats there to hate bout when all the ppl are so funny

Someone took brand spanking new pair of socks that were never worn, who is the thief.?
Me!!haha

If there were arguments in the house, who would be the ones arguing.?
Depends on wat matter,haha

Who would be the one missing their boyfriend/girlfriend that wasn't in the house.?
haha,dun tink so got anyone,haha,all single guys

You walk down the stairs in the middle of the night for a glass of water, someone is dancing on
the table in their Leopard Thongs, who is the crazy one.?
Yong Quan or Yee Zheng?haha,no offence

A pillow fight broke through, who started it.?
Mayb is me :)

There's a marathon of your favourite TV show. What is it.?
Whose line is it anyway,that 70's show,some of jacky wu shows...

Who would be watching it with you.?
everyone most likely,haha

Someone made a fort in the laundry room, who were the kids.?
me,yee zheng,darren and yong quan,haha

There are pranksters in the house who put plastic on the 2 toilets in the house, who are they.?
me and gerald

The music's too loud, who turned it up.?
haha,depends on wat situation

There's a mouse crawling on the floor all over the house,
(a) Who's the first one to scream.?
got to depends oso
(b) Who's the first one to jump in someone's arms.?
the first one to scream lo
(c) Who would be the first one to kill it.?
yong quan and kar wong
(d) Someone's crying, who is it.? And what happened.?
melvin,cus his butt got bitten,haha!

Who made pancakes in the morning and almost caught the house on fire.?
yee zheng again,haha

Who gets sick of each other the fastest in the house.?
not sure lei

Someone's tanning on the roof, who is it.?
mayb me,haha

Who is the tallest in the house.?
haha,me and melvin

Who's the shortest in the house.?
mayb yong quan?

Who is the loudest.?
melvin,haha

Who is the clown.?
all of us,haha

Who is the most respectful.?
kar wong

Who is the one you go talk to most.?
yee zheng mayb,haha,cus same rm

Who is the one who always comes up with stupid ideas.?
thk you,me again

Who's in bed first.?
gerald,haha

If someone woke everyone up with pots and pans, who would it be.?
not sure
Who is always dancing.?
haha,not sure again

You spilt ice all over the kitchen floor, who would be the one who slipped on it first.?
yee zheng haha

2day

i found out dat

sometime sms-es can't really transfer how u are feelin

u mayb be feelin between happy and sad

lyk getting yur sprit lifted after a someone consoling you

but by addin a smiley

it make u look happy over the matter

which you should not be

haix,oso duno wat i'm sayin :) :(

Stubborn and hard-hearted
Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Rather reserved.
Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children.
Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn
money cautious.


the above pt is bout what my birhtday say about me
haha,mostly true,some can relate
dun tink coming on9 ltr
mayb will post frm my hp
visitin my grandma ltr
Hope everyting go well nxt tue....
life goes on

yoyo
2day is one of the days
dat i use comp to
write my post
cus the rest of the days
are too busy playin game le
haha
make mesound lyk a kid arh?
but actually
i am
haha...
2day only i'm at home
whole family went out
dad went to work
mum brought sis and bro out
so i'm in charge of the hse
went for lunch at 3plus
the uncle thought i was at my 20-ties
haha
duno to be happy or sad
haha...
but tis is all the fun a loner can get
cus found out ytd
i cn't allow others to treat me gd
in their own ways
will juz end up hurtin thm again
and again
but nw mayb
it will be the last time anyone
will get hurt
cus of carin me le
cus i hav juz
left wit all my frenz
which i tink is the kind of life
i deserve
life
has been a chore
a challenge
so i'm goin on
to face it...

I'm trying to change
To make the best for us
But I'm just the same
Same as I ever was

Oh and if you stay with me
Honestly it's what I want
But if you stay with me
I know I had too much

So won't you save, save yourself
By leaving me now for someone else
If I'm crying out, don't listen to it
It's all in my heart
Save yourself, its all in my heart

So tell me I'm wrong
Please won't you change my mind
This love's so intense
Sometimes it can leave you blind

Oh and if you stay with me
Honestly it's what I want
But if you stay with me
I know I had too much

So won't you save, save yourself
By leaving me now for someone else
If I'm crying out, don't listen to it
It's all in my heart (save yourself)
Yeah it's all in my heart (save yourself)

And I don't wanna to let you go
But I know that it's the right thing to do baby
And I don't think I'm that strong to say goodbye
I don't wanna see you cry

So won't you save, save yourself
By leaving me now for someone else
If I'm crying out, don't listen to it
It's all in my heart (save yourself)
It's all in my heart (save yourself)
Yeah it's all in my heart
Yeah it's all in my heart

Only only in my heart

yoyoyo
Haha
Pai sei arh
Postin frm hp again
So unable to tag bck others
Haha.
2day went to the movies
With gerald,karwong,darren and yang de
Haha
Watched 'drag me to hell'
Haha
still suffer abit frm the shock
Haha
Bt still ok la

Till the end
It seems
Better to juz hav frenz

haha
Postin frm my hp again
Well,juz nw use the comp
Until i want to smash it
Haha
Cus i was hav some much
Trouble makin a theme
Haha
I finished it
After a long time
Bt it did nt turn out
As wat i expected
So did another one
Simplier
Yet i lyk it better
Haha
Simple tings
Is wat give us
Sense of perfection
If u cn't find happiness
In simple tings
U will nvr be happy

haha
Writin another post 4 2day
Haha
2day...
REALLY STAYIED AT HME THE WHOLE DAY!
Haha
Except a few trip to west plaza
Or i really stayied at hme the whole day
Suddenly felt dat
We cn multi-task
Bt then
The combination must be correct
Cus if it wrong
Thn it will foil every ting
Haha
Duno wat will happen tmr :p

haha
nvr post ytd
haha
went to the NP annual camp
of our sch
had lotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
of fun
haha
dun really wanna go into detail
cus....
lazy!!
haha


as for 2day
it has been a rainy day
but i love it
cus coolin all day long
hehe
but thn duno y
2day juz feel grumpy
haha
mr grumpy for a day :)

haha
Won't be able to post
4 two days
Hehe
Reason on fri >.<

haha
second post
well
life is still ok for me
still wanderin
through my mind
duno where i belong
who i belong to
even thought i know
i live for myself
wit fren supporting me
and me supporting them
hehe
also found out
tis age
we are nt really mentally mature
enough to be in a relationship
so juz be fren wit everyone
AND ENJOY TIS ENJOYABLE TEENAGE LIFE!!!

haha
he is mr happy
and he is on my hp
the first 2 pic are adventure
of him goin to mac wit me
along wit darren to study
haha.
u all must tink i'm mad ba
hehe
nope
i'm not
its juz dat
he is my confidence
my reminder to smile

so i brought him wit me everywhere i go

haha

tis pic is taken at my grandparent hse

haha

he is also runnin everywhere wit me

hehe

of course
how could he not go sch wit me
hehe

haha
postin early 2day :)
well,nth much happen la
juz went to ikea wit my mum's fren
and my bro to hav brkfast
thn went to my grandma hse awhile
to settle some stuff
thn home le
but i bought a pink 'i love singapore' shirt there
haha
nvr thought dat one day
i would really wear pink!!
haha
cool lei
haha
after the incident the nite b4
i been tinkin alot
tinkin too much to be in fact
haix
my life juz changed so much
and so has the life of my frenz
i duno wat to say
guess its the 'O' lvl stress
dats the reson maybe??
i dun
but juz goin to live life thn see wat happens :)

haha
bloggin again today :)
well,life is a little mess up 2day
cus of someting dat happend last nite
shall not comment
but then juz feel dat everyone of us
hav our reason for everyting
the trust is nt there
so juz remember the times
but dun miss it
cus there will be other tings worth missin
ltr in yur life :)
who know how others will react
to what we say
the same ting
to different ppl
equals to diff reaction :)

yoyo ppl
haha
well,life is goin onwards!!!
haha
found out 2day
i may be actually misunderstood!!
haha
cus to others i may be ignoring them
but actually i'm juz too shy to tok to them!!!
haha
so everyone
i got to apologize if u tink i'm ignoring you
i may nt seem lyk it
but i'm juz too shy :P
haha
i would also want to tok to everyone
but then
i'm juz afraid i'm too much of a joker
and my humour is nt those
that could be accept by everyone :P
so juz afraid la
hehe
gtg oso
haha,sooooooo
shall end here
bye everyone



sometimes
only whn u stop yur life
tink for awhile
thn u will tink
is tis choice the choice i wanna make
thn dats the time whn u know
if u are really who u want to be
and hav u found yurself :)

haha,2day got a few ting to say
First is bout the special lunch...
DAMN PAI SEI LO
Tink i took a bit 2 much
Haha,thn gave some 2 other frenz
Wa,totally no image lo
Haha.
Thn i went to take chinese oral
I asked mrs ouyong
If i could take earlier
Cus more practise ma
at first gerald goh was wit me
Thn he ps lo
Left me alone
Damn pai sei la
Only one guy
Thn ltr make a mess whn gettin
The oral paper :p
Made a little jk out of myself
Bt since it entertain others...
Y not =)
Haha,bout to slp le
Thn thought bout
some frenz stuff
So decide to blog
Usin my hp :p
Well,nw thn i notice
All the frenz i tok to
Got few ting in common like:
-cn take my jk
-Dun get angry easily
-tell jk of my lvl
-same character in a sense
Haha,duno lei
Juz feel tis way haha.
Anw,goin to ZZZ lo
So gd bye and gd nite everyone :)

2day morning
went out wit
yee zheng,chen jun,yu fei
cheng han,xin wei,darryl
kevin and raphael
haha,went to watch Angels & Demons
quite a nice show i must say
the way the clues are arranged
the plot the scheme
and also the joke dat
happen between me and cheng han,haha
after the movie we all went to had brunch
cus all of us did nt had breakfast :0
me and cheng han went to eat at a different place wit the others
then,a funny ting happen again
but then same its a secret :)
thn went home after dat
thn slept a while
till now :)

haha,2day 'O' lvl chinese is a breeze
but thn still scare bout my compo and stuff
but to hell wit it la
end liao means end liao
haha,goin hav fun for 2day and tmr
haha
dun y wanna tell everyone
u are nt forgotten
juz remember
we all change over time
but some frenz
won't care bout
but juz remember dat we exist :)