its been a long time since i updated this died blog,
well,as usual,many stuff happen for this amount of time dat passed
duno whether there was any gd thing dat happen.lol.
well,poly life is not really lyk my type of life i guess,
or its dat i really can't do communication face to face to ladies,
wa,feel lyk dying alrdy!!
well,poly life was not as great as expected,
the guys and gal ratio is lyk the first thing dat shocked me
and that is enough to take me out alrdy la,
its lyk,i'm me!!
i'm not those who can lyk tok to gals
and dun get into trouble la,
sooner or later,
something will happen lo,
now its lyk,haix
alone....
sec sch life was lyk so gd lo,
friends are always there,
life was never without laughter,
no bad feeling wit anyone,
its lyk argh!!
can someone let me know a way to get everything better?
there are no undo button in life,
the are no replay button too,
guess i juz hav to change to fit into this society
so to the me now,goodbye...

well,
its next week will be the third week in poly,
well,still ok la,start to click i guess??
bt turning abit boring??
well,guess,apart from personal effort,
there is still some external force controlling us?
anyway,sometimes,
in life,i feel like i'm in a dark room,
a room where no one can get to me,
but then,the problem is,
its not that no one want to get to me,
its dat they can't!
they are stuck at the wall i built,
i duno y,
but but.....
argh,i duno wat to say,
juz hope i can remain a optimist ,
not a pessimist....

it has been a long time since i posted,
well,new environment,new frens and everything,
still not adjusted i guess,
well,being the kind of person who 'heats up' slow,
guess its gonna take a while for me to actually
find a clique and hang out often,
but one things for sure,
i will hav to be here for another 2 and ard 1/2 mths,
so i guess its better for me to leaern how to be
more open in a sense,
and be able to be high and funny.
but,being caught in a situtation like this,
where i'm lyk abit uncomfortable due to the ratio n class,
guess its gonna nid to take some time for me to adjust,
well,being the 'hang out more with guys' person,
its kinda hard for me to actually approach gals and tok normally,
so lyk,haix
only one word,persevere!!