it has really been a very long time since i post,
think i hav not blog for at least a month now.
well,this holiday wasn't as great as i had expected,
guess trying to be someone who i'm not,
is not really a habit,
but a skill,something that i have to really practice
and do often in order to maintain.
but it seems,i had turn back to the old me.
the one who don't really care about what happen around me.
i really admit it,
i'm not really a very good friend,
i dun usually initiate meeting up,
call friends up to see what they are doing,
sometimes,i dun even wanna meet up.
thus,its hard to really be my friend,
this i admit to.
hopefully i start work soon,
at least i won't stay at home most of the time,
and at least go out and experience life.
staying at home is not really helping at all.
ARG