found a song,

that explains,

the emotion,the situation i am in now...

'Sara Barailles - Breathe Again'

its like,

to me,she used to be like air,

something that i have,

but taken for granted...

and now,this air,

isn't the same,

yet,i still wish to try to get it...

knowing that having it,

doesn't mean i would be happy.

i'm lost,

really lost,

hope to find the another air,

then i can breathe in.

A new kind of air...

oh well,

it has once again been awhile since i blogged

after the exam on the tuesday,

it will be over for semester 2.1.

haix,worried about my result,

hope it comes out well thou...

ok now,personal stuff,

thought,gonna get into a new relationship,

but it turns out,to be an infatuation,

the feeling,faded rather fast,

as there can't be interaction as much as the last,

it sort if burn out rather quickly.

and friends and i pointed out about 'the standard'

being of course,my ex.

yeah,true,she is really a standard.

i'm not sure.

at first it was,

but then even as there wasn't,

i still didn't had the same feeling as the first.

i know,

its is bound to be different,

bt this time,

the feeling now is lyk totally different from the start.

totally nth...

i duno....

treating her as a friend now...

hope she dun hav feeling for me...

scared i'm misleading her,

omg,why didn't i juz end this at the start?!

damn it....

Things to do tmr:

MEMORISE THE HISTORY NOTES!