found a song,

that explains,

the emotion,the situation i am in now...

'Sara Barailles - Breathe Again'

its like,

to me,she used to be like air,

something that i have,

but taken for granted...

and now,this air,

isn't the same,

yet,i still wish to try to get it...

knowing that having it,

doesn't mean i would be happy.

i'm lost,

really lost,

hope to find the another air,

then i can breathe in.

A new kind of air...