Wednesday, October 26, 2011

when i got into poly,CMC
sometime,the lecturer in my class will ask my class to write something,
something,a sentence describing a thing,
an event or even sometime to promote something.
i get stun,
like thou its like the 2nd sem of my year 2 poly life,
my mind still get jam sometimes
.i think maybe cus thru out 10 years of pri and sec sch,
most of the answer i nid to give,is usually,the same as others.
so now,when asked to do something,different.
i get stuck....
then after reading an article,
written by a teacher,
about a student who did everything different.
it got me thinking,
am i really programmed to think in a certain way?
like same same?
remember drama teacher once said,
when someone is looking for his/her style,
they start by copying other people.
but it has been 18 yrs already,
is copying someone's style,
my style?
i duno,
so maybe i should start developing my style?
i think i have it in me,
but confidence,
why am i so not confident?
yeah,maybe instead of playing safe,
i should juz try.
yeah,juz try!

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Shitty project,
the new semester timetable is like ok,
but the assignments' deadline is very rush,
week 3 already starting on assignment,
assignment that has like 40% of the module,
oh my god!
then still got shitty project?
camp that we start planning like what?
three week before hand?
What.shit.is.this?
ARGH!was so hype about it,
then now?
found out i slipped up A LOT!
damn it!
ARGH!!
hope it goes well...
finger crossed

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

well,been a long time since i blogged,
thou its the holidays now,
thou i have the time to blog,
thou i dun really sleep early nowadays,
i didn't do it...
maybe some part of my life don't really worth remembering?
maybe,or maybe not.

http://www.youtube.com/user/WongFuProductions?blend=1&ob=4#p/u/13/VSkYbgxl93Y
saw this wongfu production just now,
been awhile since i went to their channel,
then it gotten me thinking...

Memories,
What are the memories that i wanna remember?
but just like the female lead said,
if u can't remember,
why would i wanna remember it?
why would i have the desire to remember it?
guess thats just unreliable memories are?
Its impossible to suddenly remember somethings,
like how someone would when flipping thou his/her old stuff.
When some memories are gone,
its gone...for life...

Then came the 'second question' of the film,
if you want to remember a memory,
even if its fake,
what would it be?
Then the male lead began to tell what he is thinking.
Thinking of what he would Do .
Thinking of what he would Say.
Thinking of what would have Happen.

Just as he was about to kiss her
he stopped thinking,
he said that it didn't matter anymore.
I feel...
its true ,
even if i remembered what i wanted to be our memory,
its not gonna happen...
its just not gonna happen...

But then,
the female lead did,
what the male lead described in his 'memory'
He did what he always wanted to do...
Then the video ended with a phrase,
'Fiction turns into reality'

Life is like a photo,
the people in it,
can be photoshopped.
same picture,
different people....