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it has been a long time since my last post.well many things has happen since then,well the most important thing is that i hurt someone i lyk.well i wish to use my blog to convey a message to her,here it go:well firstly,i want to say sorry,well actually i know that no matter how many sorry i say is not enough to heal the wound dat i hav inflicted on u.well after tinkin for a long time,i tink dat it is better if i stand afar and watch u,cus lyk i tink dat i hurt u ,cus lyk i hav did someting dat hurt u,someting which i did not wish i hav done,well since the incident happen,i hav always hope for a second chance,but then lyk u said that someting will nvr will be the same again.well,now i only hope dat u can find someone that love u,care for u more than i do,and lastly maybe,won't doubt u for even 1 second,hope u for the best :)and juz to let u know i will always wait for u,waiting for a second chance to start afresh,remember wat a sunflower means,ya dat is wat i mean

long time since i posted,sinaz,cus home internet got a little problem,so u se friend's comp to write this.sianz,yesterday someting great happen to me,it cause me to lyk felt happy all day,but then not long ago something happen to me regadin the same person happen which cause my happy lvl to drop down,now feelin damn sad,sian whole day ruin le...

well,i finally confess to her my feeling,feel cold now,scare,as it was my first doin it.but still i dun know how she feel or will answer me,mayb this is a teenager life..sian.haiz,mayb this will not work out sian...but juz to let her know i hope if she need someone shoulder,i hope she tink of my first...

2day is lyk another day,a happy day.haha,duno wat to write cus lyk nvr saw her 2day.well wantin to change blog song but can't cus duno hav on imeem.sianz...i shall end here 2 day

well,2day i found out alot of ting bout my friends,well of course i can't say.but i still i must say someting,i didn't know my friend was so darin.well,i found out one thing 1 thing bout myself,i hav unknowingly gave the gal i lyk a clue,FOR A VERY LONG TIME!!!well,so now i think she must hav notice it,well,i shall go on givin her the clue,but now as i see her,the more i want to tell her i lyk her,but duno y juz can't...reason:unknown

well,one bad ting has happen to me durin few days,then battery of my hp is spolit!!so i can't use my hp,sian...well i now usin my first hp a nokia 3120.no camera,no bluetooth,no infrared,not even a radio!!so of course no mp3,sianz.but ok la,this small bad thing is ok de,cus evn i feel down,every moring i see her,i will be happy again.she is lyk the streetlight in my life,a dark street,guidin me...from my unhappyness

well life has been happy for me currently,mayb cus i hav learn to look at the bright side of life more often,and mayb cus i get to see her everyday...happy as can be...and rite,jansen dun get 2 jealous,cus i a little over my heel over dat gal,but after she become my gf,i promise i won't forget bout my friends