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haha, today was a day to remember, after a total of 2 training, i went to Ngee Ann poly 'Dance4fun' competition with other students in HMS, haha, well,we did our best, but sadly,we didn't win anything. however,i di had a great time, and know a few frens :) well,notice the changes happening ardy, duno wat i'm saying,haha, empty head now, at this point of time, confirm i should not drink redbull, cus,it will hav dire consequences,haha!

well,it been a long time since i posted, well,this is lyk my first post in poly haha,well, tinking of keeping a chinese blog duno should i public it, haha,juz a blog to write my stuff in chinese as a practice for writing, haha,well,poly life its not as simple as i thought, but not as harsh too, but still nid effort lo, seems lyk i gonna nid to put in more work somehow juz make frens and oso to understand wat the teachers says haha long time nvr use chinese, so chinese a bit rusty :P haha,well,will post soon, i guess?? :)

well,duno y, been having mixed feeling lately, mayb its due to some stuff dat happen lately. well,i know i should put this matter behind me but thn,i duno y, i juz can't... its lyk after a while, life will remind me of dat matter. its something dat has ended, something i should leave it in the past but this few days, i duno y, its bugging me!!! haix,cn't talk bout it, cus it affect not only me so lyk now, juz hope poly come fast thn let it make me forget bout the past and onwards to the future...

haha long time nvr post alrdy blog has been died for lyk so long!! haha cn't say nth happen in this period well,actually,ALOT OF THINGS HAPPEN!! haha, well,went out for a few times wit different friends haha, well,not long ago juz had a chit chat session wit andy shaun and joey haha until 3am!!! haha well,but it was fun can't wait to hang out now!! juz updated my cupboard recently!! haha watch out,cheng's gonna rock the house!! lol,dun even know wat i'm saying,haha!!

haha went out wit jason,shaun and yi lin today. haha, went shopping,had dinner and movie!! haha well damn fun,espically after the movie haha laugh lyk shit man!!! haha,thou we watch 'alice in wonderland',haha. but thn oso had a lot of thoughts 2day due to some matter dat happen 2day... well,love is about having 2 person who love and care both parties, understand and also trust each other... however i feel dat its not something everyone can do. lyk me,i could not did it in the past, but i feel its both parties, if one party is caring and spend time with another thn the other half can't be unreasonable and expect dat party to be always with him/her rite?? duno la,haix,its so hard to say wat is rite wat is wrong in a relationship,. its said,'love is blind' i think its the people in love which are blind, to not see any bad points in their other half. however it will soon be over, thn,it will depends on whether if they could accept their other half's bad points, to d...

well,finished the UG(12-14th march) juz to find out dat, there is alot of thing i nid to consider carefully. tink,its time i take life seriously not to play arh, however,attitude towards life,serious personality,ok ok. thn,argh!!damn sian......

finally found a way to post via hp! Life has been nth, But a daily routine to m, Wake up,wash up,use comp/eat,sit, watch tv,sometime work,friday go npcc training.↲ Nt much in life, Some ppl may tink, How some cn handle such life? I duno too. Losing touch wit life Dying soon. Nt me,bt my mental self. More and more i get withdrawn, The more of me the dark hole within suck me. Soon the me u see, Will juz be a hollow shell...