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don't know, exam tomorrow, but not worried at all... ARGH! worried even for myself! sometimes, i feel i'm not being a good bf, like sometimes i seem to look past your feelings, so i think, i will try to care more for you ok? :P i will try my best! :D

guess i over read, haix, sensitive over the whole issue now, scared i guess? i don't know...

actually, thinking bout it, who am i to make a request? should just be content with what i have and just enjoy it :) things always turns out badly when i ask for more, should just stay the way it is :)

Happy Valentine Day... feel like watching a movie... feel like meeting you... why? why why why? why does it hurt so much today? maybe i'm just putting in too much feeling into this is it too much to want something? been a rough day~ but learnt alot of thing today :) but one most important thing, content :) this is one thing i need to learn from you :) sorry i'm such a hard person to be with, i will try to change to be better :) LASTLY! Miss Sunshine, thanks for brighting up my life, accepting all my flaws and bad child like personality :P and sometimes i do ignore accidentally, but you just treat it like it didn't happen >_< understanding, cute and pretty~ the list just goes on~ :P i know things are tough, and i'm a weirdo :P but always remember to smile :) cause its nice :) Hoped, you enjoyed your V'day as much as i did :)

well, second post of the year if i'm not wrong :P well, 2012, its ok i guess? work is ok, life is ok? oh well~ coming to the end of the sem 2.2 already soon i will be year 3 already :P poly life is just, fast~ 2 more days to us being one month together :P but it seems like we been together for sooo much longer :P thou we spend quite long time together, but all the times we spend together, just don't seem enough... i don't deny, there are problems happening around us, even my mum is saying we should just stay as friends but... i don't know, kinda lost in a sense... imagine a situation where we can't even be friends? don't even dare to think about, but ain't gonna just run away, gonna stay till the end. sticking to the principle, if i break this, i would really not recognize myself anymore

loving someone is the same as giving someone the ability to lift your spirit to cloud nine for the simplest things or the ability to fire a gun in your heart, at your heart

Ok,Super long never update this blog already :P well, last time i updated was like last year's nov 3rd, so firstly, WELCOME TO 2012! :D yup! its a new year already :) and gonna be 19 already :P ok, first thing first, updates~ finally got onto the new phase of my life, a new her :) a 'nice' her :P well, actually never expected to be together with her, she always seems so... out of my league, haha! but things happen and the special date 12/1/2012 was set :) yeah~ she is, different from the old her, she is everything i wanted, dependent and independent, smart, funny, and cute :) i don't feel awkward around her, we (or at least me :p) feel comfortable :P and she accept me for who i am! :D the most comfortable relationship i had ever been in >_< hehe~ what will be, i don't know, but for now, i'm happy :P