haha second post for 2day,haha,tis is bout my new life direction,haha,had a what i call 'close encounter wit death',is nt really death la,but then it changed my life,well,now wat i tink is,death is lyk a finishin line,one daywe are goin to cross it,but then,do u want to run all the way wit regret dat u nvr done anyting fun,or ting u know u juz goin to do?i won't,well for most of the tings,haha,well,i dun lyk expect everyone to be lyk me a,but then heard tis song call 笑忘歌,by chinese band call mayday,haha it lyk tellin us dat make life simple and happy,it will be enough,dat way u will be happy.stare sadness in the eyes,tie him/her up,punch him/her and kick him/her and left them in a rm,and do some stuff u know u will like,but make sure dun hurt anyone,do enjoy life to the fullest,we hav disappointment here and there,but then dun let it get to u,haha,tie him/her up wit sadness,leave them,haha.and them,juz wanna tell a special some one,dat i love her and thank you for all the tings u hav done!! :) haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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