Another day for me,monday bluez,hate mondays,want to lyk tear mon up and burn it,haha,tok wit yz today,and we tok about the ppl who are mentally challenged,nt in lyk a bad way,its dat,they can be so contended wit the tings they hav,its nt someting many people can actually do dat,kinda of envy them,livin everyday as a new day,how i wish sometime,i can be lyk dat,and oso be lyk other who are disable in ways,lyk can't able to speak,so i won't speak of the wrong tings,blind,so i won't see tings i dun lyk,and got STM so i won't remember tings i dun lyk,BUT...i dun want all tis to happen,so i'm goin to take care of myself,nt lettin tings affect me!!!haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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