somehow,i feel dat i'm always not doin gd enough,well enough,always feelin dat,i could hav done better,could hav done the other option in life....is it a illusion?or is it the truth?as time go by,i notice dat,my world has juz become a maze,makin everyone who wanna come in,got lost instead,mayb its the negative feelin i feel about myself dat added the corners in my world....i duno,feelin dat,i hav became a different person,mayb after been lost in tis maze too....crazy,mad,unreasonable,nonsensical,hard to get,even dun let people understand me....feel lyk juz runnin away frm tis maze,dun go sch,dun go hme,dun wanna go near ppl...dun wanna get others mad bout the tings i do,the tings i said....but sadly,i juz can't do it,cus i hav to go sch and return hme in the end,tokin and doin stuff,its impossible not to do so.........feelin dat no one can understand me anymore,as i hav lost myself in this maze??




一路走下来，我已忘了我自己是谁。
想要问，有没有人能告诉我，我到底是谁呢？
因为我想我已失去了我自己。。。

等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
我不能做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

Pu Tong Peng You - David Tao

1.Beside the lips....where is your favorite spot to get kissed??-->mayb the cheeks??haha,nvr got kissed b4

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?-->quite ok la,haha,feel lyk faster go bck to sleep,haha.

3.Who was the last person you took photos with?-->darren ba,haha at k-box.

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?-->till a extent ba,bt still saveable

5.Would you donate your blood?-->if able,i would,still lookin for frenz to go donate together :)

6.Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex???-->tink so,haha,i oso sometime mess up

7.Do you want someone dead?-->nope i tink,cus i feel everyone got their purpose in my life

8.What are your last message in your inbox?--> 'thanks loads!! :D

9.What are you thinking of right now?-->the MV 'billy jean',cus listenin to kar wong's playlist

10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?--> yo,of course,bt till the end is still wish,haha

11.What time did you sleep last night?-->12am,Ms Farah call us to sleep at dat time

12.Where did you buy your t-shirt that you are wearing now?--> haha,dun nid buy,tink is hand down de :)

13.Is someone on your mind right now??** ya,billy jean,haha,no la,a special someone :)

14.Who was the last person to text you???** xinwei (the last person,juz one msg,and she got in,haha)

10 People Tagged To Do This Quiz....
1.Ashley
2.Kar wong
3.Chen Jun
4.Dorothy
5.Marilyn
6.Ger Ger (Gerald Goh)
7.Jansen
8.Choon kiat
9.Xiang Yun (Raudhah)
10.Marcus

15.Who is 2 having relationship with?--> hmm...very hard lei,got some many,haha,no la,juz jokin,currently dun hav,for wat i know.

16.Is 3 a male or female???-->of course man la,so macho,haha

17.If 7&10 get together,will it be a good thing??-->ermm...vey hard,cus duno each other,if got together,they wil be the first pair of gay frenz i hav,haha.

18.What is number 1 studying about??-->history,D&T,other thn a-math and geog,all same as mine,haha.

19.Is number 4 single??--> highly possible,cus she veri LKK de,haha.

20.Say something about number 5...-->haha,joker,but optimistic person,energetic person,haha,hard to see her sad,haha.

21.Number 3 and 6 to get together??-->haha,if really got together,i would hav 2 pair of gay frenz,haha!!

22.Describe number 9-->haha,crzy person,pull my ears,FOR NO REASON!!haha,but oso veri optimistic and energetic,haha.

23.What will you do if number 6&7 fight??--> i will stop it at once,cus they dun really know each other,so if they fight,i tink tings will go out of hand,haha,

24.Do you like number 8??-->as a friend,of course,but hav kiat lei,haha,oso a joker,haha.

haha,can't blog long 2day,bt juz wanna say,THESE ARE SOME OF THE PIC WE TOOK WHILE GOIN TO K-BOX!!!haha,3 funny ppl goin to k-box,sang funny song,told funny jokes,haha,hope can go again,haha,gtg :)

yo people,long time nvr blog,haha,wanted to blog ytd,cus of an incident i saw...i was on the bus,then in front of me was an empty seat,didn't sat there cus it was for ppl who nid it more.thn at a stop a kid boarded the bus,he went to the seat,he wanted to sit down,but then he turn back and say 'grandma,let you sit' in chinese,thn i turned back,to see a senior citizen.thn all of a sudden, a warm feelin came to me,duno how to explain it,bt then juz happy,dat a kid dats lyk 5-6 hav such tinkin,i feel dat,well,we are nt livin in a place dat is nt really hopeless :)



当别人给你机会时，一定要把握好，因为有时那可能是最后一次的机会。。。
在爱情的路上，最害怕的不是遇到问题，而是其中一人的心开始冷了。。。

new post,haha,duno wat to write oso,haha.hmm...mayb bout dat i'm too self-centered ba,haix,duno...but i tink so,currently afraid dat i may take her for granted...so lookin out for myself,and also checkin on myself,haha

haha.long time nvr blog le...well,i can only say many tings hav happen,bt the best of all,all of it is gd,haha.hmm..frm tis few days,i hav learn,sometime friends are nt who they are seem to be...it happen a few wk ago le,bt nw thn i say,cus lyk been tink for wks...it happen lyk tis,another friend of mine came to me one day and told me,is she the reason of the problem of my personal stuff,obvious is nt,cus the resson for the problem has always been me,cus i'm nt a gd friend to her.back to the topic,but who is the one tellin my friend tis??it turns out to my my other friend,bt then nt dat close de,well,unhappy cus dun he know dat if u duo about other ppl stuff,dun anyhow say??it can affect other ppl friendship,duno wat to say anymore on tis post,so wrtin a new one

haha,didn'tblog ytd,haha,ytd was our prefect investure.this were some of the photo i took,haha.the first photo is the pictur of the SLs and prefects wit the teachers in charge,to them i have to say,THANK YOU!!then the nxt two pic are only the sec 4 SLs and prefects,i hav spent time wit them,be it gd,be it bad,it was all gd,so to them i want to say,THANK YOU!!the last 3 pic are photo taken the sec 3,haha,i want to encourage them by sayin,no matter how tough the situation is,there will always be SL and prefect,no no,i should say,friends around you to help u always,so lyk the SL song,if we hold on together,u will be able to brave through even the fiercest storm,and also THANK YOU!!for all the time we spend together,sec 3,WORK HARD,YOU ALL CAN DO IT!!!the investure,was the best i ever went to,as dat day,i could see is,friends around me,so to everyone in SL and Prefect,THANK YOU!!!

If We Hold on Together - Diana Ross