haha.long time nvr blog le...well,i can only say many tings hav happen,bt the best of all,all of it is gd,haha.hmm..frm tis few days,i hav learn,sometime friends are nt who they are seem to be...it happen a few wk ago le,bt nw thn i say,cus lyk been tink for wks...it happen lyk tis,another friend of mine came to me one day and told me,is she the reason of the problem of my personal stuff,obvious is nt,cus the resson for the problem has always been me,cus i'm nt a gd friend to her.back to the topic,but who is the one tellin my friend tis??it turns out to my my other friend,bt then nt dat close de,well,unhappy cus dun he know dat if u duo about other ppl stuff,dun anyhow say??it can affect other ppl friendship,duno wat to say anymore on tis post,so wrtin a new one
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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