ckzation

its been a long time since i updated this died blog, well,as usual,many stuff happen for this amount of time dat passed duno whether there was any gd thing dat happen.lol. well,poly life is not really lyk my type of life i guess, or its dat i really can't do communication face to face to ladies, wa,feel lyk dying alrdy!! well,poly life was not as great as expected, the guys and gal ratio is lyk the first thing dat shocked me and that is enough to take me out alrdy la, its lyk,i'm me!! i'm not those who can lyk tok to gals and dun get into trouble la, sooner or later, something will happen lo, now its lyk,haix alone.... sec sch life was lyk so gd lo, friends are always there, life was never without laughter, no bad feeling wit anyone, its lyk argh!! can someone let me know a way to get everything better? there are no undo button in life, the are no replay button too, guess i juz hav to change to fit into this society so to the me now,goodbye...

well, its next week will be the third week in poly, well,still ok la,start to click i guess?? bt turning abit boring?? well,guess,apart from personal effort, there is still some external force controlling us? anyway,sometimes, in life,i feel like i'm in a dark room, a room where no one can get to me, but then,the problem is, its not that no one want to get to me, its dat they can't! they are stuck at the wall i built, i duno y, but but..... argh,i duno wat to say, juz hope i can remain a optimist , not a pessimist....

it has been a long time since i posted, well,new environment,new frens and everything, still not adjusted i guess, well,being the kind of person who 'heats up' slow, guess its gonna take a while for me to actually find a clique and hang out often, but one things for sure, i will hav to be here for another 2 and ard 1/2 mths, so i guess its better for me to leaern how to be more open in a sense, and be able to be high and funny. but,being caught in a situtation like this, where i'm lyk abit uncomfortable due to the ratio n class, guess its gonna nid to take some time for me to adjust, well,being the 'hang out more with guys' person, its kinda hard for me to actually approach gals and tok normally, so lyk,haix only one word,persevere!!

haha, today was a day to remember, after a total of 2 training, i went to Ngee Ann poly 'Dance4fun' competition with other students in HMS, haha, well,we did our best, but sadly,we didn't win anything. however,i di had a great time, and know a few frens :) well,notice the changes happening ardy, duno wat i'm saying,haha, empty head now, at this point of time, confirm i should not drink redbull, cus,it will hav dire consequences,haha!

well,it been a long time since i posted, well,this is lyk my first post in poly haha,well, tinking of keeping a chinese blog duno should i public it, haha,juz a blog to write my stuff in chinese as a practice for writing, haha,well,poly life its not as simple as i thought, but not as harsh too, but still nid effort lo, seems lyk i gonna nid to put in more work somehow juz make frens and oso to understand wat the teachers says haha long time nvr use chinese, so chinese a bit rusty :P haha,well,will post soon, i guess?? :)

well,duno y, been having mixed feeling lately, mayb its due to some stuff dat happen lately. well,i know i should put this matter behind me but thn,i duno y, i juz can't... its lyk after a while, life will remind me of dat matter. its something dat has ended, something i should leave it in the past but this few days, i duno y, its bugging me!!! haix,cn't talk bout it, cus it affect not only me so lyk now, juz hope poly come fast thn let it make me forget bout the past and onwards to the future...

haha long time nvr post alrdy blog has been died for lyk so long!! haha cn't say nth happen in this period well,actually,ALOT OF THINGS HAPPEN!! haha, well,went out for a few times wit different friends haha, well,not long ago juz had a chit chat session wit andy shaun and joey haha until 3am!!! haha well,but it was fun can't wait to hang out now!! juz updated my cupboard recently!! haha watch out,cheng's gonna rock the house!! lol,dun even know wat i'm saying,haha!!