ckzation

its been a LONG time since i blogged, haha! damn long la, well,poly is really busy, assignment after assignments work till like 2am everyday, either dat or play game till 2am,haha! a status report! well,been to my CCA camp a HMS dance event, celebrated jason and shaun's birthday, thn i tink nth big i guess.... but thn poly life is really different, mayb changing clique soon, haix, tmr sch start again, sian,tired, hav to less lazy alrdy, do work everyday, slp early and start to exercise! stay healthy and be fitter, yeah,dats my target! chiong arh!!

well,its been ages since i blog :) so decided to blog today :) well,it wasn't really a very great day for me, had a lot of emo moments today, so wasn't really happy at first, but then after going for Aikido, and literally sweat it all out, feeling better alrdy :) well,this wk a lot things happen, got 'scandal' that a gal like me, but it turn out to be fake :) then, now its me liking someone, haha,not really like la, but i just feel she look pretty, if i were to like every gal i find pretty, then i love like a lot gals already,haha! so like yeah :) ending here :)

its been a long time since i updated this died blog, well,as usual,many stuff happen for this amount of time dat passed duno whether there was any gd thing dat happen.lol. well,poly life is not really lyk my type of life i guess, or its dat i really can't do communication face to face to ladies, wa,feel lyk dying alrdy!! well,poly life was not as great as expected, the guys and gal ratio is lyk the first thing dat shocked me and that is enough to take me out alrdy la, its lyk,i'm me!! i'm not those who can lyk tok to gals and dun get into trouble la, sooner or later, something will happen lo, now its lyk,haix alone.... sec sch life was lyk so gd lo, friends are always there, life was never without laughter, no bad feeling wit anyone, its lyk argh!! can someone let me know a way to get everything better? there are no undo button in life, the are no replay button too, guess i juz hav to change to fit into this society so to the me now,goodbye...

well, its next week will be the third week in poly, well,still ok la,start to click i guess?? bt turning abit boring?? well,guess,apart from personal effort, there is still some external force controlling us? anyway,sometimes, in life,i feel like i'm in a dark room, a room where no one can get to me, but then,the problem is, its not that no one want to get to me, its dat they can't! they are stuck at the wall i built, i duno y, but but..... argh,i duno wat to say, juz hope i can remain a optimist , not a pessimist....

it has been a long time since i posted, well,new environment,new frens and everything, still not adjusted i guess, well,being the kind of person who 'heats up' slow, guess its gonna take a while for me to actually find a clique and hang out often, but one things for sure, i will hav to be here for another 2 and ard 1/2 mths, so i guess its better for me to leaern how to be more open in a sense, and be able to be high and funny. but,being caught in a situtation like this, where i'm lyk abit uncomfortable due to the ratio n class, guess its gonna nid to take some time for me to adjust, well,being the 'hang out more with guys' person, its kinda hard for me to actually approach gals and tok normally, so lyk,haix only one word,persevere!!

haha, today was a day to remember, after a total of 2 training, i went to Ngee Ann poly 'Dance4fun' competition with other students in HMS, haha, well,we did our best, but sadly,we didn't win anything. however,i di had a great time, and know a few frens :) well,notice the changes happening ardy, duno wat i'm saying,haha, empty head now, at this point of time, confirm i should not drink redbull, cus,it will hav dire consequences,haha!

well,it been a long time since i posted, well,this is lyk my first post in poly haha,well, tinking of keeping a chinese blog duno should i public it, haha,juz a blog to write my stuff in chinese as a practice for writing, haha,well,poly life its not as simple as i thought, but not as harsh too, but still nid effort lo, seems lyk i gonna nid to put in more work somehow juz make frens and oso to understand wat the teachers says haha long time nvr use chinese, so chinese a bit rusty :P haha,well,will post soon, i guess?? :)