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finally got enough of myself, enough of the teasing, enough of the random sarcasm enough of me afraid of saying the wrong things, so from now on, i will tell the truth, but thn if its needed, i will tell lies, but only if its needed...

haha,national today! happy birthday Singapore!! 45th birthday alrdy,so fast.... i'm 17th this yr also,haha well,1st semester in sch is coming to an end soon, after the 2 exams, nid to really work hard to those sia, haix.... but thn after dat can relax!! haha,well,did alot of new stuff this yr, design stuff,taking photo the proper way. being positive,is it gd? i think so la,but being too positive, haha,think it suck, no temper,no nth, is lyk a time bomb, which u can nvr guess whn its gonna blow, haix,slowly la,finding my style soon.... things to for the holiday: exercise,study everyday!!hang out sometimes...

well,now i'm in sch, and yup,i had been in sch for the whole wk. aikido grading nxt sunday,its lyk exactly 1 wk away! omg!it seems lyk so fast! i haven't really remember all the words and everythings, haix..... well,presentation on tues, will hav to work hard for it!! chionging for work now!! :)

well,this is a new wk, a Tuesday :) well,this wk is a busy week for me, two important presentation in a week so like preparation is a bit rush as i didn't really fully used the time so lyk yup,a bit rushing a lot, but after today,its gonna be a bit more relax,however,its not time to really slack thou, having two major exam in sept, haix,have to study frm the top.... haha,well,now is like being wit friends and everything and attitude is abit weird thou, speech and everything, currently pushing things to work, hope its true thou, thn changing back during the holiday,haha! well,gtg.... working hard!

haha!juz finish my Unicorn gundam! but still haven't add the stickers haha abit lazy to do it thou haha,hanging out wit joey and shaun and andy often tis mth haha fun,enjoyable and still fun but thn i have been weird this few wks, toking lyk a primitive man haix! hope i change slowly... things fr the wk! -work on assignments -chiong for exam! -work hard! -save up :)

haha,suddenly wanted to blog today, well,a lot of things happen today, went to get my SPH scholarship, thn rushed down to speech day training, then went for dinner wit jia jun,jun hao and yi lin. well,a lot changes are happening to me, juz realized it a few days ago, from an incident dat happen way back in life. yup,i can't help to agree, but thn changes do happen to people, i got tired of being the nerdy me, cus i believe,i could do better, hang out,chill-ing, these won't things i used to do, but i do enjoy them now, i feel i had seen the world, i can't say its the best of me, cus i feel i can still be better, however,friends are there to not change, but to advise and encourage friends to either change for the better, or to advise them from turning bad, so hope my friends can help me wit it! :) i believe only one poly friend know bout my blog, so yeah....haha haix,changes made me think back, if u were still u, i would be more than glad to get dat chocolate sundae wit u, if...

omg!didn't post on last friday, guess i tink i must post once per wk, dats should be enough. haha, well,its like normal sch day,lesson,project and presentation. however,everyone is slowly showing who they are, its like a total different class frm the first few weeks, its slowly turning into the class i'm afraid of. haix,there is a reason y guys and ladies are made differently, cus if we are all the same, a lot of ladies would had alrdy get a beating of their life, omg! can't stand it sia! haix, wat happen to all the nice ladies in my life?! only know a few new one, other thn dat, all are the ladies with a stuck up attitude! omg! shit sia,people envy me, but if u are in my class, u would know the pain i'm in! haix,but luckly,i have a family :) a group of people who i can call mum,sis and bro, a place i know i won't have to be face attitude problem gals, omg! i really nid to balance myself, trying not be more guy-like, cus,i can tell u,its a totally different me, a me...