well today is the start of my bloggin(again),well,its been long since i blog,life hav been more meaningful,as i hav set a goal for my first time,as lyk i hav set goals b4,but dun take most of them seriously,but tis personal goal is someting i really want to achieve,well not only foe myself,but also be a better person to be wit...well,all tis while,i tink i'm actually someone who is hard to be wit as i really hav a lot of bad points,hope by havin a goal i can do better,ya,i will do it...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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