haha,tinkin alot for the past few days,haha,well,when i'm emo,i tink i bcome a dangerous person,haha,tink all sort of dumb stuff,haha,but actully,i dun dare to do all those,nxt time u see me,ask me y,i will tell u,haha,well,actually i tink tis few wk,i 'm really gettin to know her more thn those time whn we are together,she tink she worry for me won't help me wit my problem,but it does,even the fact she ask if there is anyting botherin me,i feel better already...her presense help me in doin ting better,cus i feel lyk happier wit her around...i lyk to look at her when i hav the chance,cus lyk i get tis happines when i look at her,duno y,but feel happy,haha,hope so is she,haha
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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