i startin to tink dat i am slowy becomin a jerk!so i am now tryin to change my way,and i am now tryin to be a better guy so,for now try to bear wit me a while longer as i tryin to change into a better guy as soon as possible.i am now tryin to be a better person as i had turn into a person dat even i dun know.so i want to change into a better person,but 4 now i would lyk to thks my friend who had been wit me
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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