its been a long time since my last post,so fast i'm going to be a sec 3 student,still can't believe it,it was lyk yesterday dat i was only sec 1.a new year means new duty,new postion and a lot of other new stuff.the nco posting is also bout to come out,so eager to know the result,hope cheng han get the position of president of npcc.then the nxt batch of sec 1 is also coming in,so fast.time travel fast when u are havin fun,i think.sian,nxt year i would hav to work hard to take over cheng han place as 1st in express,but i know i will be happy doing it.duno when i will do my nxt posting...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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