life has been alright for me.everything has been goin well.now i am attendin to a course call AEM,it is where poly teacher come and teach us,and i got the course of marketin.enough of dat,well 2day i saw her,well actually i see her everyday.btw i 2day saw here wit a guy i know,then i suddenly hav the urge to go there and shout at his face,GET LOST!!!but i know him so i didt'n do it.well mayb u who is readin is tinkin of one gal,well i can tell u she is not the one...well wonderin when i will hav the courage to tell her i lyk her...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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