today,i got to saw her again.happy everytime i saw her,even if only can see her back view,it already brighten my day.well,i can't say she is the sun in my life,mayb the star in the night,shinin my way.duno if she reads my post,but even if she read it,i duno if she knows i write about her.well,anyway,i won't want to affect our friendship,so i would rather be the cloud beside her,not coverin her brightness,but also able to be beside her,bein able to see her shine,is already gd enough for me...btw i am the overall ic for leadership investise(duno spell correct)
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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