today is the end of the AEM,well dat mean my chance of able to be see her lower,well its alrite wit me.as being able to see her happy is enough.well 2day i had talk to her,well bein able to talk to her,it was happy.well,mayb some of my friends may worry their 'places' in my life may change,dun worry,as it won't happen,as friends and galfriend is different.2day was another happy day...hope tmr will be the same...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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