today i went to jansen's hse,there was also shu hao,matthew,xinwei,jasmine.i hav to say,i hav a ball of a time at his hse,i played x-box,psp for a few hrs straight,so shiok.well i mainly play psp,as there was lyk 4 psp there,all hav the game 'Dj max'so we play network and 2 player will 'battle' on the same song.well there was 3 player i can't beat,they are xinwei,jansen,matthew.but still quite fun playin.well other than dat alot of things happen,well things lyk i think dat the gal i know know dat i lyk her,well if she knows,i really hope it dun affect the friendship between us.well sice i can't change anything,all i can hope is all will turn out well...hope so...btw matthew watch out,one day i'm goin to hav my revenage
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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