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haha,sry ppl,didn't post so much tis few days,cus was tinkin of ways to save someting which i hav destroyed wit my own hands....(suddenly want to say tis,haha,duno y) to me love is lyk glass,once it is broken,even though its glued back,u can still the cracks...but everyting has its' gd and bad,if u see it as a design to the glass,it will make the glass look nicer,and better than b4....but dat does not mean,u can juz glue it back everytime u break it,everytime u break it,it will be harder to glue it back...then till one day,u can no longer glue it back....only then will u start to regret,y didn't i taken care of it at the first place??in life its easy to regret,hard to make amendment,even if u made amendment,it is oso up to the other person to see if they want to forgive u anot,even if forgiven....can the 2 parties be the same as b4 even though one of them had 'broke the glass'?it takes a long time for glass to melt and made into someting,unlike glass,ppl meet each o...

can u ever forgive a person who has hurt u more than once?i duno....but i do know dat....nvr do tings u know u will regret....cus if u do,u will really regret it.sometings in life,someting can't be solved with someting as simple as a sorry,panic can make someone do tings dat irritate others,i know cus juz done it not long ago,sometimes,u juz nid to wait...for tings to cool down,b4 u attempt to solve it....cryin,shoutin,punchin the wall and etc do help make u feel better,but hav u ever thought dat u may make ppl who care for u feel the pain instead...i made a promise to someone,dat i would nvr punch the wall,and till 2day,i still live up t dat promise,cus i tink,promises are easily broken,some can be understand,but some are juz cause of pure irresponsible....so tis is one of the promise i would nvr break,cus no reason would allow me to break it....waitin for the judgment...which i will accept no matter wat it is...as i...deserve it...

wants,wish,dream,or wat u want to say it is,haha,know juz 2day...cannot come true...how naive,haha,relationship,haha,me,haha,who am i kiddin...inexperienced,lack common sense,lack of the ability to see a chance when it present itself....happy when i'm beside her....but then i duno if it the same for her...mayb it juz dat she dun show her feelin but then i should know,I SHOULD KNOW!!but the ting is i dun,sometime i get it,sometimes i dun....affected,i told her not to get affected by wat i said,but i'm the one who in turn get affected,mayb tis iis y she dun lyk to tell me stuff...give up is not the ting i would do,if i wanted to,i would hav done it long ago,haha,tis is lyk a monthly stuff,writn tings dat claim the name of emo blog,mayb nid someone to ensure i'm doin it correctly?dun really want to face reality,so small fonts,haha...ha...ha....the end?

didn't post much yesterday,haha,only one sentence,haha,cool rite,learn frm my friend,matthew,he post only 3 sentence,haha....woah,so fast christmas comin,means startin count down to sch le,sian sia,means nid to start homework,haha,ya i haven start my works yet,enjoyin my holiday,spent my nov holiday doin SL tings,haha....christmas,hmm...tink tis is the best christmas i'm goin to spend ba,haha,reason is classified as secret,haha,love my life now,haha,reason is obvious,i grew up,i know how to handle some stuff better than last time ba,haha.......sian,cmp still got infected file,haix :)

haha,my comp got virus,sian sia,got anyway can help de??pls help,thks,haha...very sian arh

haha,stayed at hme the whole day,haha,slp till 4 cus tok on the phone till 6 in the mornin,dun tink 2 much,was on the phine wit jason,tok bout lots,haha,then woke up,brush teeth,haha,then lyk watch tv,watch 'the cat in the hat',very funny lo,haha,then watch other show lyk icarly and life wit derick,oso quite funny haha. been a long time....since i hav been near been a long time....since i call u dar been a long time...since i say i love you been a long time....since i was did not hav to tink so much been a long time...since i was so close been a long time...since we are happy...

haha,went out 2day to sch for meetin,SL meeting,haha very de fun,practise break dancin after the meetin...me andy shaun jason,haha,found dat andy was very gd!!more practise,tink he can be a great break dancer,haha,then went to chit chat wit jason yi lin and xin wei,the same tok cock grp haha... so long,so long since...i told her i love her the feelin...is lyk juz in there...no stopin but for now...tink move into the shadow movin slowly...understandin slowly but confirm...