wants,wish,dream,or wat u want to say it is,haha,know juz 2day...cannot come true...how naive,haha,relationship,haha,me,haha,who am i kiddin...inexperienced,lack common sense,lack of the ability to see a chance when it present itself....happy when i'm beside her....but then i duno if it the same for her...mayb it juz dat she dun show her feelin but then i should know,I SHOULD KNOW!!but the ting is i dun,sometime i get it,sometimes i dun....affected,i told her not to get affected by wat i said,but i'm the one who in turn get affected,mayb tis iis y she dun lyk to tell me stuff...give up is not the ting i would do,if i wanted to,i would hav done it long ago,haha,tis is lyk a monthly stuff,writn tings dat claim the name of emo blog,mayb nid someone to ensure i'm doin it correctly?dun really want to face reality,so small fonts,haha...ha...ha....the end?

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