2015

haha,sry ppl,didn't post so much tis few days,cus was tinkin of ways to save someting which i hav destroyed wit my own hands....(suddenly want to say tis,haha,duno y) to me love is lyk glass,once it is broken,even though its glued back,u can still the cracks...but everyting has its' gd and bad,if u see it as a design to the glass,it will make the glass look nicer,and better than b4....but dat does not mean,u can juz glue it back everytime u break it,everytime u break it,it will be harder to glue it back...then till one day,u can no longer glue it back....only then will u start to regret,y didn't i taken care of it at the first place??in life its easy to regret,hard to make amendment,even if u made amendment,it is oso up to the other person to see if they want to forgive u anot,even if forgiven....can the 2 parties be the same as b4 even though one of them had 'broke the glass'?it takes a long time for glass to melt and made into someting,unlike glass,ppl meet each other when fate comes by,someone may juz pass by u once,but dat person may change yur life....lyk someone u love,they may juz be beside of u,but if u dun take the chance to say u love them,someday,u may really NEVER hav the chance anymore...then it will be lyk wat one of my friend's private msg say'if u yean for someting,Pursue it,And when u got it,Maintain it,And it will be forever'...it tink the 2 main word in it is 'pursue' and 'maintain'...y i say dat?cus when u love someone,no one know,unless u show it though yur action or speech,then hav the courage to tok to dat person,get to know her,and hopefully understand her(which is very important for wat i know)then hav the courage to tell her,if she love u 2,then congrats...nxt maintain,its will only hurt someone when u hav a relationship which u dun maintain,bout tis maintain tingy,i fail at it,i really really suck at it,for wat i know,maintain require havin to spend time 2gether,no matter wat place,it will be a fun day....then trustin each other,i remembered tis frm my pal,jason,he siad once,there is no use in havn a relatonship where there is not trust,tis i really believe in it,dun keep sayin i trust him/her,i trust him/her over and over again,do really ask yurself,do i really trust i trust him/her?till one day u really know u do,the congrats,i'm sad to say,i been through it....when there is trust,alot of problems are solved...then if u understand yur one u love,then u will know when to say the rite tings,when to lyk do the rite ting...hmm..duno y i'm sayin all tis now,but hope it will be help to anyone.........and lastly,juz want to say...hope i can spend the last few minutes of tis yr wit u.....