can u ever forgive a person who has hurt u more than once?i duno....but i do know dat....nvr do tings u know u will regret....cus if u do,u will really regret it.sometings in life,someting can't be solved with someting as simple as a sorry,panic can make someone do tings dat irritate others,i know cus juz done it not long ago,sometimes,u juz nid to wait...for tings to cool down,b4 u attempt to solve it....cryin,shoutin,punchin the wall and etc do help make u feel better,but hav u ever thought dat u may make ppl who care for u feel the pain instead...i made a promise to someone,dat i would nvr punch the wall,and till 2day,i still live up t dat promise,cus i tink,promises are easily broken,some can be understand,but some are juz cause of pure irresponsible....so tis is one of the promise i would nvr break,cus no reason would allow me to break it....waitin for the judgment...which i will accept no matter wat it is...as i...deserve it...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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