long time nvr blog le,well all bcus my comp spolit,tis post is written at kar wong hse,one of my buddies,well,after so long i hav been tinkin a lot,bout my problems,then i come up wit a tinkin,when life give us a challenge,the aim may not be the goal we are after,but its the process we been through,so if we reach our goal,we must not forget those ting that happen,the ppl we meet,when we are going towards our goal,for me,those ppl will be my friends lyk jansen,kar wong,yee zheng,and alot of other ppl,so i ended here le,bye bye

well,since the last post,alot of things happen again,well,she rejected for a reason,well and she call me to forget bout her.well,mayb i sould,but then i tink everyting take time,mayb this matter will make me lose hope in such ting.well,i make myself tink all the bad tings dat happen to me a learnin experince,mayb a way to make me feel better,hiax life goes on for me...

haven been bloggin lately,cus my cpu is lyk spoilt,so can't use lately,well 2day is kinda of lucky.well,2day alli gotten say,is dat i tink i hurt her again,but then now cus of dat,i know mayb i dun really know her as much as i tink,but then now i know where the problem is,she dun believe in love,well,i also dun believe there is such a ting,i tink its juz 2 person who lyk each others gd point and are willin to accept each other bad point,mayb i should be studyin very hard,but then i juz can't stop myself,its lyk someting is controlin my mind,makin me tink of her every minutes, mayb there is really someting call love,so i am willin to make her believe in me,so i will work hard,ya!!!and 2day i went to pasir ris park wit jansen,matthew,xinwei and jasmine.i brought a beach shelter,which i thought was very big,which turn out to be small,lol,but then it was fun day,haha...

2day tried a new game call DOTA,well it was fun but then i still quite new to it.duno if its bcus i dun really feel quite happy 2day so dun really feel lyk playin,but still played a while,well,duno how tmr will be

after yesterday happy time,it was back to reality for me.2day we got our test bck,well i pass my e-math & chem paper back,but i flunk my a-math and phy paper,sianz...well so lyk,still got some more paper to get back,hope can get back SS paper asap,well wish everyone get gd result,hehe,quite happy 2day,dun really want to say y,juz happy,actually also duno y.well mayb i get to spoke wit her a few time,hehe,well,i dun know y,everytime i saw her,i juz duno wat to say,i really want to go foward to say hi,but duno y dun dare,i tink she know i still lyk her,but then well,mayb she juz want to keep us at a friend stage,but i'm fine wit it,all of us need time,to ajust,toaccept,to forget

2day went to a friend's party,haha,very fun,at first when we reach there,we hav lunch,then after dat we played truth or dare,well,i was the first guy to get picked,lol.well,luckily i got a truth,so nth much happen,then it was other ppl turn,some had to call a gal and tell them i love u,but tis truth or dare has a fear factor section,and we can'tchoose for others,there is a bag will all the tings u had to do in it,lyk we must pick a note frm a bag,which will decide if we do a truth,dare or fear factor.then as for me i got the truth,after me alot of ppl got fear factor,and dare.well after dat we went to play wit water guns and water bomb,which get all of us soaked,haha,we had a great time.well,after a while i and 2 of friends left,and i got hme,and one of them(kennedy) teach me the endin part of solvin the end of the rubik cube,so frm 2day on,I CAN SOLVE A RUBIK CUBE!!!!ya...well 2day also made me feel dat,after yesterday's rejection,i can still stay beside her,as a friend to her,but then i still lyk her :) lucky they nvr ask who i lyk haha!!

well,here is the new post,hiax,well,after the last post,i told her to look at the post,well,then she ask me sometings,but then she rejected me.haix,well atleast i tried.well the reason is someting i could accept,but then its a personal problem,a mental barrier (should be dat),well,,,feelin lousy after rejected,well,even if she rejected me,i'll still stay by her,mayb as a gd friend to her,but then i will nvr give up,lyk in wat some ppl in drama say(but i rephrase abit),as long as 1 day she dun hav a bf,i still stand a chance.well 2day is happy mothers' day,so even if u saw tis blog after 2day,still,help me say happy mothers's day to yur mum :)

well,2day i online quite early,so not much has happen yet,so ly knth to write,well,a friend want to know who the gal i lyk i,well,i tink i'll give her a clue,well,yesterday we chatted on msn,and she sent me 2 songs.well actually,i feel quite bad,cus i lied to the gal i lyk bout a few ting,but well,now i decide to let her know dat i lyk her,not to lyk shock her,but i tink she has the rite to know,well,hope she will know,well,lots of things awaits me in my life ltr on,so gtg...

2day is the last test for mid yr,geog and e-math,well i got a gd feeling bout both test...should be able to pass,hehehe.well and i was almost late for sch 2day,luckily i was not...hahaha.well,after sch i,,yee zheng,kar wong,shu hao,chen jun and yong quan went to gerald hse,we paly till lyk 6 plus then i and shu hao left,then i was stuck outside,cus my family went out,luckily,i manage to get hold of the keys,so i got in...well,haha,and 2nite got D.Grayman,yeah,so after tis post,my life goes on...

well,2day was the phy & chem test,tink i should be able to pass both.haix,tmtr geog and e-math test,must work herd,cus my a-math not very gd so at least e-math must be better,my current msg score is 5.33,my goal is to make it 5!then it will rise to 4,if possible i will try to get higher,or not i will try to mantain it.i really hope all my friends do well in all the test,this way i will not get to reach my goal so easily,and it will be one of my challenge in my sec sch life!A challenge,A goal,A promise i made to myself...i will go for it!btw i change the blog song cus if i dun iwill tink of dat song EVERYDAY,kinda of nice...haha

today was the ss and A-math test,well i can only say i got hope for ss,but sadly not a-math.sianz...nvm,its still ok,well,i saw her 2day at sch,but she look kinda of sad when i saw her,duno if its because of me,well,not sure.and i also speak to her a while,but kinda of ignore her her abit,cus studying ss,when i tok to her,i dun really speak to her,its not because i dun lyk toking wit her,but because i really dun wat to say,but then,i notice,i can stare at her from far for a long time,duno why,but then she is not frm my class,sadly.haix...but i will not give up,she will be the only one i lyk till the end of my secondary life,duno y,sometime when i am doin something else,she will juz pop out in my mind,haha,2 more day till exam end,so happy,hahahaha,btw gd luck for all yur exam ppl

well its a VERY long time since my last post,but now i'm back :) well aloy of tings happen since my last blog,it is now exam wk,but well,u do nid to take some rest.and bouther,let juz say we took a step back,and stay as friends,but ten i still lyk her,but now i start to learn to take away all the tings in me dat may hurt her,so i'm a changed person,but a little 2 change,cus sometings dat should be there is no longer there,which turn me into a jerk lyk person,but well lyk a friend of mine lyk to say,let nature take its course,time will change everytings.btw my blog song is i'm not wrong one of a her favourite singer,hehe,got to end here :)