well,here is the new post,hiax,well,after the last post,i told her to look at the post,well,then she ask me sometings,but then she rejected me.haix,well atleast i tried.well the reason is someting i could accept,but then its a personal problem,a mental barrier (should be dat),well,,,feelin lousy after rejected,well,even if she rejected me,i'll still stay by her,mayb as a gd friend to her,but then i will nvr give up,lyk in wat some ppl in drama say(but i rephrase abit),as long as 1 day she dun hav a bf,i still stand a chance.well 2day is happy mothers' day,so even if u saw tis blog after 2day,still,help me say happy mothers's day to yur mum :)
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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