2day went to a friend's party,haha,very fun,at first when we reach there,we hav lunch,then after dat we played truth or dare,well,i was the first guy to get picked,lol.well,luckily i got a truth,so nth much happen,then it was other ppl turn,some had to call a gal and tell them i love u,but tis truth or dare has a fear factor section,and we can'tchoose for others,there is a bag will all the tings u had to do in it,lyk we must pick a note frm a bag,which will decide if we do a truth,dare or fear factor.then as for me i got the truth,after me alot of ppl got fear factor,and dare.well after dat we went to play wit water guns and water bomb,which get all of us soaked,haha,we had a great time.well,after a while i and 2 of friends left,and i got hme,and one of them(kennedy) teach me the endin part of solvin the end of the rubik cube,so frm 2day on,I CAN SOLVE A RUBIK CUBE!!!!ya...well 2day also made me feel dat,after yesterday's rejection,i can still stay beside her,as a friend to her,but then i still lyk her :) lucky they nvr ask who i lyk haha!!
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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