today was the ss and A-math test,well i can only say i got hope for ss,but sadly not a-math.sianz...nvm,its still ok,well,i saw her 2day at sch,but she look kinda of sad when i saw her,duno if its because of me,well,not sure.and i also speak to her a while,but kinda of ignore her her abit,cus studying ss,when i tok to her,i dun really speak to her,its not because i dun lyk toking wit her,but because i really dun wat to say,but then,i notice,i can stare at her from far for a long time,duno why,but then she is not frm my class,sadly.haix...but i will not give up,she will be the only one i lyk till the end of my secondary life,duno y,sometime when i am doin something else,she will juz pop out in my mind,haha,2 more day till exam end,so happy,hahahaha,btw gd luck for all yur exam ppl
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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