haven been bloggin lately,cus my cpu is lyk spoilt,so can't use lately,well 2day is kinda of lucky.well,2day alli gotten say,is dat i tink i hurt her again,but then now cus of dat,i know mayb i dun really know her as much as i tink,but then now i know where the problem is,she dun believe in love,well,i also dun believe there is such a ting,i tink its juz 2 person who lyk each others gd point and are willin to accept each other bad point,mayb i should be studyin very hard,but then i juz can't stop myself,its lyk someting is controlin my mind,makin me tink of her every minutes, mayb there is really someting call love,so i am willin to make her believe in me,so i will work hard,ya!!!and 2day i went to pasir ris park wit jansen,matthew,xinwei and jasmine.i brought a beach shelter,which i thought was very big,which turn out to be small,lol,but then it was fun day,haha...
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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