after yesterday happy time,it was back to reality for me.2day we got our test bck,well i pass my e-math & chem paper back,but i flunk my a-math and phy paper,sianz...well so lyk,still got some more paper to get back,hope can get back SS paper asap,well wish everyone get gd result,hehe,quite happy 2day,dun really want to say y,juz happy,actually also duno y.well mayb i get to spoke wit her a few time,hehe,well,i dun know y,everytime i saw her,i juz duno wat to say,i really want to go foward to say hi,but duno y dun dare,i tink she know i still lyk her,but then well,mayb she juz want to keep us at a friend stage,but i'm fine wit it,all of us need time,to ajust,toaccept,to forget
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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