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haha,sry ppl,didn't post so much tis few days,cus was tinkin of ways to save someting which i hav destroyed wit my own hands....(suddenly want to say tis,haha,duno y) to me love is lyk glass,once it is broken,even though its glued back,u can still the cracks...but everyting has its' gd and bad,if u see it as a design to the glass,it will make the glass look nicer,and better than b4....but dat does not mean,u can juz glue it back everytime u break it,everytime u break it,it will be harder to glue it back...then till one day,u can no longer glue it back....only then will u start to regret,y didn't i taken care of it at the first place??in life its easy to regret,hard to make amendment,even if u made amendment,it is oso up to the other person to see if they want to forgive u anot,even if forgiven....can the 2 parties be the same as b4 even though one of them had 'broke the glass'?it takes a long time for glass to melt and made into someting,unlike glass,ppl meet each o...

can u ever forgive a person who has hurt u more than once?i duno....but i do know dat....nvr do tings u know u will regret....cus if u do,u will really regret it.sometings in life,someting can't be solved with someting as simple as a sorry,panic can make someone do tings dat irritate others,i know cus juz done it not long ago,sometimes,u juz nid to wait...for tings to cool down,b4 u attempt to solve it....cryin,shoutin,punchin the wall and etc do help make u feel better,but hav u ever thought dat u may make ppl who care for u feel the pain instead...i made a promise to someone,dat i would nvr punch the wall,and till 2day,i still live up t dat promise,cus i tink,promises are easily broken,some can be understand,but some are juz cause of pure irresponsible....so tis is one of the promise i would nvr break,cus no reason would allow me to break it....waitin for the judgment...which i will accept no matter wat it is...as i...deserve it...

wants,wish,dream,or wat u want to say it is,haha,know juz 2day...cannot come true...how naive,haha,relationship,haha,me,haha,who am i kiddin...inexperienced,lack common sense,lack of the ability to see a chance when it present itself....happy when i'm beside her....but then i duno if it the same for her...mayb it juz dat she dun show her feelin but then i should know,I SHOULD KNOW!!but the ting is i dun,sometime i get it,sometimes i dun....affected,i told her not to get affected by wat i said,but i'm the one who in turn get affected,mayb tis iis y she dun lyk to tell me stuff...give up is not the ting i would do,if i wanted to,i would hav done it long ago,haha,tis is lyk a monthly stuff,writn tings dat claim the name of emo blog,mayb nid someone to ensure i'm doin it correctly?dun really want to face reality,so small fonts,haha...ha...ha....the end?

didn't post much yesterday,haha,only one sentence,haha,cool rite,learn frm my friend,matthew,he post only 3 sentence,haha....woah,so fast christmas comin,means startin count down to sch le,sian sia,means nid to start homework,haha,ya i haven start my works yet,enjoyin my holiday,spent my nov holiday doin SL tings,haha....christmas,hmm...tink tis is the best christmas i'm goin to spend ba,haha,reason is classified as secret,haha,love my life now,haha,reason is obvious,i grew up,i know how to handle some stuff better than last time ba,haha.......sian,cmp still got infected file,haix :)

haha,my comp got virus,sian sia,got anyway can help de??pls help,thks,haha...very sian arh

haha,stayed at hme the whole day,haha,slp till 4 cus tok on the phone till 6 in the mornin,dun tink 2 much,was on the phine wit jason,tok bout lots,haha,then woke up,brush teeth,haha,then lyk watch tv,watch 'the cat in the hat',very funny lo,haha,then watch other show lyk icarly and life wit derick,oso quite funny haha. been a long time....since i hav been near been a long time....since i call u dar been a long time...since i say i love you been a long time....since i was did not hav to tink so much been a long time...since i was so close been a long time...since we are happy...

haha,went out 2day to sch for meetin,SL meeting,haha very de fun,practise break dancin after the meetin...me andy shaun jason,haha,found dat andy was very gd!!more practise,tink he can be a great break dancer,haha,then went to chit chat wit jason yi lin and xin wei,the same tok cock grp haha... so long,so long since...i told her i love her the feelin...is lyk juz in there...no stopin but for now...tink move into the shadow movin slowly...understandin slowly but confirm...

2day when to work in the morning,8 to 2,haha,was fun,did a new station 2day,ya,packin the burgers,haha,very fun...then went to town wit jason and shaun,very guai worh,nvr look at gals,haha except 2 or 3 la,the rest,haix,dun look better...but they 2 say we at wrong place to look for gals,but a great place to buy stuff,haha,depends la,not really in the mood,now juz look and forget,haha,juz thought of one gals all the way,told shaun,haha,he lyk say can stop ma,haha,his face was funny...jason bought a new clothe,haha,fun day,then ended it wit break dancin practice,haha,practised handstand almost hurt my wrist,haha,but fun,oso did six step,haha nice new day,learnin to let go,but really dun want...but then understandin is one very big ting for me,nvr nided to understand ppl dat much in the past,now i nid to get into someone life and someone nid to get in mine,so till a extent,a bit scared,but one more tings,in relationship,its both ppl sharing each others life,changin is a big part of it,but...

haha,tis post is for ytd,went for workin ytd,haha,worked 5 to 9.then lyk got darren,shaun,francis and,then lyk jason came to look for us,then lyk me shaun darren and shaun went to practice break dancing,haha,ya i know,must be shocked rite,break dancin me dun click,haha,still tryin,haha got to try ma she juz there,always there.it hard to forgive myself,but harder to forget bout her...being friends,ya rite,who can do dat,tryin my best to do so...

haha,2day was actually a bad day to start wit,but then end up not bad,mayb goin bck is the best ting dat i should and could do,cus for the me now,is lyk the song,king of wishful thinkin,haha,all i tinks are lyk childish tinkin,haha,sry if i hav hurt u,didn't want to but still did it...duno if can be friends in the end,do hope so la,haha,leavin memories of yurself is the best ting to do,cus at least ppl can tink of u....btw,hav u ever thought where will u go after u die...tis was a question a friend ask me one day...really sent me tinkin...for me i tink hell ba,haha,did alot of bad tings,and only eat meat,haha,who know wat goin to happen the nxt moment??haha,dun worry ppl,suicide has nvr came to my mind,life is still long,i still hav alot of gd deeds to do to redeem myself :) and to her,i give her my blessin,hope a guy whos better could lyk come or someting,but PLS AFTER 'O' LVL,we all nid to study,includin me,a math lyk shit le :,( haha gtg bb

long time nvr post le,haix,facin a difficult decision now,hmm...should write all the ting i dun lyk on my blog or should i keep it to myself??hmm....friends,can u all help me??tell me in my tag box.well,change my front to a larger one le,if still cannot oso must tell me...thks

as the world goes round,time passes.....as time passes,tings changes......so its either u adjust to the changes or u move away...for me,life hav really been different since tis yr mid yr and esp. end of yr,ppl around me hav changed alot but one of the change,i feel dat i'm responsible for.ppl change frm time to time,frm bad to gd and oso gd to bad....changng agan in a short while is impossible,but then there are people who can do it,as long as its worth it,i hav changed a few times(if u notice it),when i change,i got to mix wit a new grp of friends,and for now i feel dat the change is gd,but then i decide to change again,as its someting i want to do to save someting.....all i can say,enjoyment has ended,now its time for one to taste their own fruits of their labour,whether its sweet,whethers its sour,one must finish it all,b4 sowin the seeds again....dun worry if u dun,cus i tink only some ppl can understand wat i want to say,btw change can only be detected by others,but rarely by ...

haha,long time nvr blog le,erm...first ting i want to say is sry to my friend,kar wong,for givin him the wrong direction.hope he forgive me.hmm...dats lyk the main ting lo...haha...found a grp of ppl wit the same tinkin,haha,hope can start planin soon,haha,when got stuff..will write...haha