as the world goes round,time passes.....as time passes,tings changes......so its either u adjust to the changes or u move away...for me,life hav really been different since tis yr mid yr and esp. end of yr,ppl around me hav changed alot but one of the change,i feel dat i'm responsible for.ppl change frm time to time,frm bad to gd and oso gd to bad....changng agan in a short while is impossible,but then there are people who can do it,as long as its worth it,i hav changed a few times(if u notice it),when i change,i got to mix wit a new grp of friends,and for now i feel dat the change is gd,but then i decide to change again,as its someting i want to do to save someting.....all i can say,enjoyment has ended,now its time for one to taste their own fruits of their labour,whether its sweet,whethers its sour,one must finish it all,b4 sowin the seeds again....dun worry if u dun,cus i tink only some ppl can understand wat i want to say,btw change can only be detected by others,but rarely by ownself,so if u hav changed,most likly....u hav,but then,u got to see whether if u hav benefit frm tis change,if u hav then congrats,but then for every change,u hav to lose someting u cherish alot,then i guess the change has failed....ha nth more to sayi'm a straight-forward guy,so lyk most of the time,dun expect me to do tings lyk running round the bushes,i juz go into the ting...it hurts,but its the truth....
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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