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its been a long time since my last post,so fast i'm going to be a sec 3 student,still can't believe it,it was lyk yesterday dat i was only sec 1.a new year means new duty,new postion and a lot of other new stuff.the nco posting is also bout to come out,so eager to know the result,hope cheng han get the position of president of npcc.then the nxt batch of sec 1 is also coming in,so fast.time travel fast when u are havin fun,i think.sian,nxt year i would hav to work hard to take over cheng han place as 1st in express,but i know i will be happy doing it.duno when i will do my nxt posting...

it has been lyk 2 or 3 days since i came back from the camp,and in dat 3 day i had learn and experience new things in those few days.i learn things lyk,'u can hav hav everything u want,so u must make use of wat u hav','crying or panicing won't solve yur problem,it would be better if u use those time to tink of a solution' and lastly the 1 one thing i been tryin to use it on myself 'speak at ther rite time' dat wat i been lackin

tmr i will be going for a camp so i won't be contactable till the evening of wed,hope the camp would not be as harsh as i thought.

i startin to tink dat i am slowy becomin a jerk!so i am now tryin to change my way,and i am now tryin to be a better guy so,for now try to bear wit me a while longer as i tryin to change into a better guy as soon as possible.i am now tryin to be a better person as i had turn into a person dat even i dun know.so i want to change into a better person,but 4 now i would lyk to thks my friend who had been wit me

2day i went for my cca's nco camp briefin,and find out dat the camp would be a camp dat i know would be harsh,but only after dat will i be able to be a nco.and i was sabo by my friends to be a IC,but i know dat it is a experience dat only come once in a my own np life.and now alot of np stuff are startin start so i will be rather busy(i tink).

2day i start to get into workin mode,and most likly it will end this week.when young,i thought dat havin a job is very easy,but now i know dat havin a job mean dat i will need to spend more more time on it.so this week i am can't go out,but luckily can still use comp.my part time is to give out flyer,but is those to ppl hse de,so dun need to meet ppl most of the time.2day,give almost finish dat time my slipper broke(cus near my hse so wear slipper to give out flyer)luckily,can fix,so can go on.time past so fast,tmr my sis will get her PSLE score le.duno wat sch she will go.after this week i will surely go out wit my friends,but now hav to work hard to earn money then can go out.after 1 mth plus is nxt year le,duno wat will happen nxt year,hope get promote to to new rank next year,and also get into top 10 in sec 3 express

2day is the last day of the sec 1 induction,but after the sec 1 induction,i felt dat i had not done enough.lyk bein a leader,i tink i am not bein wit my team 4 long enough.cus tere was this time there was someting lyk a telematch,so my team was at a station,then i went to another station,but cus there was also another leader at my team so i tink i hav a empty slot to go chat.but i went to another station also cus my friend need my help in explainin to the ppl so go help.mayb dat was a reason,but after all,the game was not by me so mayb i should hav call the other ppl to help him,as there is 3 ppl in charge of the whole ting.but nvm,cus wat done is done le.and i tink me bein too talkactive is a bad ting,cus i tend to talk when other is talkin,dats wat i dun lyk about myself.but sometime being talkactive is gd,cus i can talk wait my friend when we are bored.so i felt i could done better,but no one is prefect,so i will try to learn from my mistake