2day i start to get into workin mode,and most likly it will end this week.when young,i thought dat havin a job is very easy,but now i know dat havin a job mean dat i will need to spend more more time on it.so this week i am can't go out,but luckily can still use comp.my part time is to give out flyer,but is those to ppl hse de,so dun need to meet ppl most of the time.2day,give almost finish dat time my slipper broke(cus near my hse so wear slipper to give out flyer)luckily,can fix,so can go on.time past so fast,tmr my sis will get her PSLE score le.duno wat sch she will go.after this week i will surely go out wit my friends,but now hav to work hard to earn money then can go out.after 1 mth plus is nxt year le,duno wat will happen nxt year,hope get promote to to new rank next year,and also get into top 10 in sec 3 express
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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