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long time nvr blog le,well all bcus my comp spolit,tis post is written at kar wong hse,one of my buddies,well,after so long i hav been tinkin a lot,bout my problems,then i come up wit a tinkin,when life give us a challenge,the aim may not be the goal we are after,but its the process we been through,so if we reach our goal,we must not forget those ting that happen,the ppl we meet,when we are going towards our goal,for me,those ppl will be my friends lyk jansen,kar wong,yee zheng,and alot of other ppl,so i ended here le,bye bye

well,since the last post,alot of things happen again,well,she rejected for a reason,well and she call me to forget bout her.well,mayb i sould,but then i tink everyting take time,mayb this matter will make me lose hope in such ting.well,i make myself tink all the bad tings dat happen to me a learnin experince,mayb a way to make me feel better,hiax life goes on for me...

haven been bloggin lately,cus my cpu is lyk spoilt,so can't use lately,well 2day is kinda of lucky.well,2day alli gotten say,is dat i tink i hurt her again,but then now cus of dat,i know mayb i dun really know her as much as i tink,but then now i know where the problem is,she dun believe in love,well,i also dun believe there is such a ting,i tink its juz 2 person who lyk each others gd point and are willin to accept each other bad point,mayb i should be studyin very hard,but then i juz can't stop myself,its lyk someting is controlin my mind,makin me tink of her every minutes, mayb there is really someting call love,so i am willin to make her believe in me,so i will work hard,ya!!!and 2day i went to pasir ris park wit jansen,matthew,xinwei and jasmine.i brought a beach shelter,which i thought was very big,which turn out to be small,lol,but then it was fun day,haha...

2day tried a new game call DOTA,well it was fun but then i still quite new to it.duno if its bcus i dun really feel quite happy 2day so dun really feel lyk playin,but still played a while,well,duno how tmr will be

after yesterday happy time,it was back to reality for me.2day we got our test bck,well i pass my e-math & chem paper back,but i flunk my a-math and phy paper,sianz...well so lyk,still got some more paper to get back,hope can get back SS paper asap,well wish everyone get gd result,hehe,quite happy 2day,dun really want to say y,juz happy,actually also duno y.well mayb i get to spoke wit her a few time,hehe,well,i dun know y,everytime i saw her,i juz duno wat to say,i really want to go foward to say hi,but duno y dun dare,i tink she know i still lyk her,but then well,mayb she juz want to keep us at a friend stage,but i'm fine wit it,all of us need time,to ajust,toaccept,to forget

2day went to a friend's party,haha,very fun,at first when we reach there,we hav lunch,then after dat we played truth or dare,well,i was the first guy to get picked,lol.well,luckily i got a truth,so nth much happen,then it was other ppl turn,some had to call a gal and tell them i love u,but tis truth or dare has a fear factor section,and we can'tchoose for others,there is a bag will all the tings u had to do in it,lyk we must pick a note frm a bag,which will decide if we do a truth,dare or fear factor.then as for me i got the truth,after me alot of ppl got fear factor,and dare.well after dat we went to play wit water guns and water bomb,which get all of us soaked,haha,we had a great time.well,after a while i and 2 of friends left,and i got hme,and one of them(kennedy) teach me the endin part of solvin the end of the rubik cube,so frm 2day on,I CAN SOLVE A RUBIK CUBE!!!!ya...well 2day also made me feel dat,after yesterday's rejection,i can still stay beside her,as a friend to...

well,here is the new post,hiax,well,after the last post,i told her to look at the post,well,then she ask me sometings,but then she rejected me.haix,well atleast i tried.well the reason is someting i could accept,but then its a personal problem,a mental barrier (should be dat),well,,,feelin lousy after rejected,well,even if she rejected me,i'll still stay by her,mayb as a gd friend to her,but then i will nvr give up,lyk in wat some ppl in drama say(but i rephrase abit),as long as 1 day she dun hav a bf,i still stand a chance.well 2day is happy mothers' day,so even if u saw tis blog after 2day,still,help me say happy mothers's day to yur mum :)