2day was the first day of the sec 1 induction,it is a new experience 4 me cus its the first time i was the 'asst' leader 4 a grp of sec 1.cus there was margaret,a np senior who is also a leader,so i was younger then her so dat make me lyk a asst leader,btw shu hao was also a 'asst' leader.the sec 1 induction was a little bit borin cus they were lyk my grp and i which attend the same sec 1 induction when we were sec 1,veri quiet!but this way also not bad la,cus then no one will talk when i talk.lucky got my junior at np in my grp,or else i won't the sec 1 at all,then ther was matthew my squadmate at np,a fellow prefect durin sch hrs,and a friend out sch.bck to the topic,the sec 1 induction was a sucess,despite a little problem.but there is day 2 tmr duno wat will happen...but till then i am goin to enjoy life ^_^
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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