yesterday nite i stay up late to watch a show,if not wrong.i watch till lyk 3 plus,then 2day i woke up lyk 8 plus to go sch 4 the sec 1 induction ting,sianz rite,holiday also need to go sch.but i am in the prefectorial board,so if i am needed i would to my best to help,if i able to.nvm about dat,2day,i and jansen went to do xw hse to do the fancey(duno spell correct anot) drill 4 the CCa open hse,our idea 4 the drill came from this year's fancey drill.so there are many part which is similar.but its the first time i am doin this,so dun hav a lot of idea.there are still time left for tings to happen 2day,duno wat will happen,so hav to wait and see,so i end it here 4 2 day
2015
Never thought that after so long,I still need this place to rant out stuff, haha... so much for relationship after uni, so, I guess it serves me right to have all these problems in my mind right now. so end of 2014, I am going out with this girl she is perfect, in every way. except one. she had one thing I had always been avoiding. she is popular. been hiding from this after sec school. so how now? to accept it? to leave now? After accepting the fact that, I am not gonna be in a relationship forever, these things that's happen is~ not really helping me changing my view... me right now, just wish, you could answer all my qus, scold me, even argue with me, at least dispel the doubts in me. I have accepted the fact, everyone leaves, tell me, convinces me! let me know no matter what you won't leave. dun just say... you have feelings for me, I can leave If I want... I need more than that... and tonight, definitely didn't help, knowing that yo...
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