last nite someting happen to me after i posted,well dun really want to tok bout it,as once again i hav misunderstood her intention,once again i hav did someting wrong...i dun really know wat to do anymore,when it is about her,i will juz do the wrong ting over and over again,dun really want it to end,but i tink mayb tis will be the last time dat i will ever hav a chance,the is spot in my blog where it wrote 'there just aint no reason...you can spend your whole life working for something just to have it taken away..there's just no reason for all this to happen...' i saw tis sentence when i was lookin for my blog skin,well,i tink dat sometime it is not dat we work on sometings to hav it taken away,but sometime,it is dat we dun really hav the rite to go on,as...we hav done too much wrong stuff,so its not rite for us to go on,and lastly...i really want to say sorry to dat gal,as most of the time i misunderstood her intention,and it made her tink dat its her fault,when its actually mine...so i really want to say...sorry!dun want her to be troubled by tis matter,and still...SORRY

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